It was a July cold night, 7.30 PM..
When it all ended.
It all ended.
Me and you Were done.
I cried so much,
But did you even cry?
I ended it,
Yet why am I the one crying the most?
Did you cry?
Will you ever cry?
I hate getting these feelings.
It's been a year and a half
And why can't I just move on from you?
You have moved on from me...
Even getting a new crush
And yet..
I can't seem to do the same.
Everyone I tried to like,
They never treat me like you did.
Why can't I just get you off my mind?
I've tried countless things.
So why?
Why are you always just there?
Why?
I'm tryna be better
But I just can't.
Please, Don't appear in my dreams.
Saying "I love you"
Then I woke up.
I don't want to endure this feeling anymore
I don't want to cry everytime I think about you.
I don't want to have a shitty ass day just because I dreamt about you.
I don't want to think about you.
I want to move on.
I want to forget you.
If I ever had the chance... I'd go back to that cold July night.. 7.30 Pm.. And told you that I loved you.