Yep...In our group, I'm the funny girl. I make them laugh. I guess that's my purpose to bring Joy but sometimes my friends doesn't know that when they're telling me stuff like
"Your ugly...were just kidding"
It hurts me like my heart is crushed in a million pieces :'(
I love them as my sisters not just my friends...so I just shrug it off.
I often act like an idiot just to make them smile when they're frowning.
They don't know this so I wrote this for them to see. Cause I don't talk confidently but when I use words on paper that's the time I am confident :)
When I'm mad they think I'm just fooling around. But I'm not...
I can be serious if I wanted to. And this is the main reason why I created my book called 'Gemstone Heroes'.
I created it..so I could prove that even the funny ones can be a serious and a natural born leader. I also created it to increase my confidence, cause almost my whole life...is full of shyness and regretness.
But I wanted to change my life...so that is the reasons I made that book not just to be popular and known but to inspire others too.
