Ever secretly think of someone a lot and just have hopeless dreams that you know will never come true? The ones that you wish so hard on and just have lost all the will to hope but can't stop hoping because everything you see them it's a drug. You watch them and poison your mind with the stupid saying that if there happy your happy, but your not actually happy... you hope and wish and dream and put everything into it even though it doesn't work. It's like a roller coaster, cuz something's get your hopes high and other things crumble them before your eyes. I just want to wish it away but savor every last drop of it all at once. I'm mixed. I feel beaten and dead yet so happy and amazed. I get hope over the tiniest things and it's so stupid. I write in this little journal everything down and keep it locked away. cuz right now I'm just in one of those moods. *im not actually but I felt like writing something sad because I was siting for a reply because I'm texting. her name is Wolf_Rose_Doctor and she's super amaze balls!!!!!! Go check her out!*
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RandomI am a "normal" person who would like to write a story so you all can get to know me. I'm a very awkward person who comes up with lots of... Well odd things to write. I live my life as one of the unnoticed in the school. I am in love with grocery st...
