Hands smeared in burns
Those hands that worked tirelessly
Cranking machinery
Raging caffeine - gasoline
Lit a burning soul
Causing an uncontrollable wildfire
With a thirst for more
Coffee in plastic cups -
Polluter of a yearning mind
In that freedom, someone was trapped
Iron bars morphing into sheets of paper -
The only thing those eyes could see
Bound in a creaky seat
With a scratchy table in front
Leather shoes tapping on the floor
And broken glass underneath
Remnants of failure
Dig deep into soft skin
A burst of blood seeping out
Rush of thoughts leaking, now
Limbs giving out
Eyes falling shut
Forgetting how long it took
To feel that warm darkness once more
That comforting drag
Alike of being held in another's arms
A bittersweet aura, it was
Like water flowing through
Extinguishing the rage
The lust for greatness
That strive for fame
Only leaving a vulnerable heart
Melting away the passion
Leaving behind only the calm after a storm
Putting the mind to rest, and the spirit to test
When all you've known is competition
For your entire life
Meeting calmness is a thing
Such would unknowingly adore
Yet there was still a fragment
A part that couldn't understand
Why it was being lulled
Into that deep empty abyss
And once those exhausted eyes popped open
The passion returned stronger than ever
And so the soul and mind went back to work
Whilst the person beneath observed
''I apologize. I am far too busy at this current moment being,''
he always shooed whoever interrupted the cycle
Completely ignoring himself, his body, and everyone else
To continue earning enjoyment and validation
The two elements that bridged that deep gap inside.
-Finley
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Workaholic • Espresso Cookie
PoetryI actually wrote this 5 days ago but I didn't post it here, so... Inspired by Mitski (I was listening to Drunk Walk Home the entire time) Finished in about an hour,? -Finley