I finally finished my shift and closed down the restaurant, yes as u can tell i'm a working student i worked in a very small restaurant that was not much of a big salary but yet gave me the right amount, thou i worked here so i can save up my money and mostly for my father he never worked due to his lack of drinking and mostly smoking and i have to do everything at home.
I sighed as i swung my backpack and walked on the side of the road, i took out my headphones and played my favorite artist, i bobbed my head slightly then stroll away
[time skip]
When i got back home i tipped toed so i wouldn't awake my father,when i passed the living room I sprinted back up but quietly. I closed my door and exhaled deeply, i throned my back pack to floor then lazily went to my bed,as i faced up staring at the ceiling
I'm so fucking tired to this shit i was always been despised and bullied, my father hates me because of mom, then that stupid tom wouldn't stop teasing or bothering I'm so sick of him.
I snapped away my thoughts when I remembered that tom gave his stupid essay assignment to do, i groaned then got back up, i took out the papers he gave me earlier and started writing on it
[ 10 minutes later]
I was already getting bored doing the assignment, i sighed closing my eyes while rubbing my head, that's then I realized the kaulitz is throwing a party today, i wanted to go but the gut feeling on my stomach internally said 'NO'
I just shrugged it away and went to my closet, i picked up some decent clothes then went to the bathroom.
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I looked up to my mirror looking down to myself, i look too plain but I didn't care i just really wanna get out of here then sitting around, i took my flip phone from the the table then slowly opened my window, it wasn't that really high up and i could just climb up to the tree, i exhaled last time before climbing to the tree branch
I got down successfully i then took out my phone from my pocket then dialed miguel's number, it was ringing for a while till i hear his voice
"Hey iris, what's up?" He said thru the phone "are you free tonight?" I asked hoping he is "yeah, why?" I huffed "well i'm going to this party and i need company and your literally the only person i ever talk to in a while"
"Your going to the kaulitz party? You got invited right after the little fight earlier?" the memory struck to me i never heard him stutter or even got anxious he was like new person when he did that "uhmm bill invited me before the fight and i really need some good drink, can you come? Please" i said pleadingly as he just moved here i know he has a weakness to anyone pleading to him
I heared him sigh "fine, i'll be there in 20 minutes" i smiled "alright see you there" i closed my phone then walked to the road, the night was so quiet and cold 'dang it i forgot to bring my jacket' i groaned as i shrived from the cold wind blowing right to me, i just sighed and walked away.
[kaulitz twin home]
The walk was just about 8 minutes since we lived the same neighborhood, inside was loud the music could literally be heard miles away, i could hear people laughing, talking and some moaning, ughhh i gagged from that thought,i took the courage to knock the door
Someone opened the door to my surprise it was tom, he looked at me surprised and confused "what the fuck are you doing here" he said sternly eyeing me up and down, then someone opened the door widely "iris you came!" Said bill smiling widely to me i smiled back, tom looked to bill and me "you invited her" ouch that was harsh
"Yeah, so? This is my party i can invite whoever i want" he said proudly "and it's also my party i can also do whatever i want, anyways you finished my assignment right?" He said raising his eyebrows and leaning to the door frame, i gulped my saliva nervously "not yet i—" he cutt me off
"Then go back, and DO IT" he said angrily and almost shouted, bill calmed tom "come on tom let her in ,besides tomorrow is the weekend she can still do it the whole day" bill said calmly making him relax a bit "fine but you better finish it,got it" i rolled my eyes then just nodded bill then spoke "fantastic,come on iris"
He took me by the hand leading me to the crowded party, it look so cool i never have been invited to any party before so this was my first time, bill looked at my side then smiled "guess it's your first time in a party huh?" I nodded then smiled "alright i'll leave you here and i will see you later just have fun and enjoy the party okay?" Bill said
"Wait what??" Before i could look back he was gone, i sighed then went to where the snacks and drinks we're, i took a beer then drank it, ahhh.. love that sweet and bitter flavor, i walked away then explored the place, there was alot of people mostly they just dance to the music and others we're talking and grinding to eachother, this look absolutely fun.
"Drink, drink, drink, drink" everyone shouted looking down to me while i was chugging the whole bottle of beer, when i finished it all everyone screamed happily, i jumped to my seat and screamed "woahh, holy shit this is awesome" i said i was all wasted drunk as fuck, I couldn't even stand straight nor than getting into my thoughts it was like i was been controlled
I got up to the table then started to dance, everyone looked at me like i was weird girl some we're looking at with admiration and lust but I didn't care i was drunk i can't think straight, i started to strip when someone grabbed me by the hand and pulled me away
"Let go!!" I shouted and tried getting out of it's grip but the grip was so tightened it could make a bruise if it had to "you shouldn't have come iris, i knew it this was gonna happen" a familiar voice said i thought for a while then realization hit me "fuck off tom, i can do whatever i want and just leave me alone" i said still struggling to get of his grip
Tom then suddenly drag me outside I shrieked, he stop dragging me as he took away the grip holding me "your drunk Iris you have to go now before u could do much worse" he said angrily i look back to him "shut up tom, stop telling me things what to do it's not like you cared anyways!!" i shouted "i do iris every day and every time i couldn't get you off my head,your driving me insane i-i just go please" he said gently to me holy shit was he being nice
(Thunder sound effect ;-;)
"Just go iris, LEAVE!!" He shouted, but before i could fight back a thunder strike toward us making everything go black...
Author's note: I just finished reading "living my nightmare" by: winternightz it's literally traumatizing and mostly confusing but overall it was a good book tho i wish the author would come back finishing the sequel
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