It's now June 14th, 2023 and I'm 13..yeah you guessed it... Im still fucking depressed!
It's been almost a full year since my father has left to Nova Scotia with my brothers, talking about siblings I have one on the way to my moms side.. I know the gender and I have always wanted a sister! But life hates me and its a boy, doesn't mean I wont love him though.
I already have some boy names in mind! Dexton/Dex, Tex, Ray- and so on! I have blue hair and I have stayed the same height (I think). It's near the end of the year so that means high school is next, I really don't think I belong there if I were to be honest... I'm not ready, I barely passed middle school just because of my stupid ADHD and depression!
I need braces and I would love testosterone, the thing is I need my dads approval! And I know he's going to say "no" because it's going to 'ruin' my body, I DON'T EVEN LIKE MY BODY BITCH-
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It's the next day, aka June 15th 2023. I'm in school and I have this...person that 'likes' me, I'm not sure if it's a prank cause who in the whole world would like me like that- who else is mentally ill!? Anyways, we just went outside and played a game of silent ball, the game is fun just a bit... hard? She makes us do all the movements like "left hand left foot" or "jumping jacks" and it goes on for like 2-3 minutes- until the next movement-
YOU ARE READING
.My Diary.
Randomthis story is based off of my life and all of my secrets. The only reason I am making this a story is because some people find it hard to tell others, so I am showing people it is ok to think/feel what you think/feel..<3
