You get mad over my thoughts, "Stop overthinking", you said. But all I wanted was to let it out to someone, to have a shoulder to lean on, to clear this heavy mind for a little while, yet you took it as me being cynical, as me not trusting you.
Little did you know, you are the only one I thought I could trust with this side of me, this weakness in me.
Because I trust you I put down my walls. Because I trust you I let you in. Because I trust you I keep you inside and because I trust you, I gave you my heart.
But you push this side of me away and now, I am tired of getting denied by the only person I thought I could be vulnerable with.
You asked me to stop overthinking but my thoughts can't be shut so, I shut you out of my life.
After all,
you are the reason for my overthinking to be started with.
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Let me heal
PoetryAll I want is to heal in peace but the universe seems to hate the idea as it keeps filling my days with troubles and my night with tears. Going through the healing process feels like I was left alone in the deepest and darkest pit and there's no way...
