Because I love you.
Nobody can say falling in love is easy. You dread it, like you dread a disease with no cure. Cause there is none. You hear on the radio songs about heartbreak and knowing you love someone that only sees you as their friend. You think: Oh, I will never be like that. I'll will never let someone into my life and start to trust them so I can turn into a mess while they are perfectly fine. Because I know so many people who wore their heart out on their sleeve, just to stay in bed and cry.
They tell you it's amazing, but when is it? Sure, some people are lucky and get their happy ever ending, but when was the last time that happened. Going on dates and caring and thinking about presents it's just not worth it.
And then you find yourself thinking, how did I end up like this? How, me, the person who hates all things love, suddenly thinks about someone. Not how you would think. How did I get to be the person who stays in bed crying about a stupid person that I know. Not because they didn't notice me, not because they don't know, but because we could never be. We never could be together. Even if we did love each other, we couldn't. Maybe it's too dangerous, maybe we care for our friendship too much, maybe we are too scared. Or we have too much history together.
But, still, I fight. We all fight. A little spark of hope that keeps us alive.
Because I love you.
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