A/N: this part mentions self-harm scars
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Morning comes around and Jocelyn finds herself waking up next to a sleeping Rhea in her hotel room. She feels ashamed, disgusting. Unsure of how she let things go this far so fast. She doesn't know this woman or what she's capable of. How could she just sleep with her like that? In more ways than one.
What a way to lose your virginity Joce.
Sighing, Jocelyn sits up, feeling a slight ache between her legs, and looks around for her pants. She slept naked from the waist down. Even more embarrassing. She sees them on the floor, gets up from the bed and slips into them. Praying Rhea won't wake up before she gets out the door.
Instead, she looks in the mirror to straighten her hair and sees Rhea sitting up on her elbows in the bed looking back at her.
"Don't tell me you were just going to sneak out." She smirks.
Jocelyn shrugs and looks down as she turns to Rhea.
"What? Having regrets?" She asks.
"Of course I am. I don't know you..I don't..that was my..." she can't bring herself to say it but Rhea knows.
She sits up in the bed fully and raises an eyebrow.
"I took your virginity?"
Jocelyn nods and Rhea runs her fingers through her hair, unsure what to say.
"You enjoyed it, right?" She asks next.
Jocelyn looks up and frowns, trying to figure this woman out. It's like she bounces back and forth between cocky and determined to get what she wants, to somewhat soft and caring.
"Well..I mean..yes." Jocelyn blushes.
"That's what matters then." Rhea says and stands.
"Wanna come shower with me?" She smirks.
Jocelyn groans and rolls her eyes.
"You're pathetic. No. I have to get to work." She says.
"And you're a spoiled princess but you don't see me calling you names." Rhea retorts.
"You literally just did." Jocelyn says, offended.
"What are you gonna do about it?" Rhea smirks again earning a loud annoyed groan from Jocelyn.
"Fuck you Rhea!" She shouts.
"Anytime, love. You know where to find me." She smirks.
Rhea sits back down on the bed, pulling one leg under her and keeping the other over the side. Jocelyn has to bite her lip to keep from blushing before storming out without a word.
She storms down the hall and balls her fists, tears threatening to spill from her eyes. She stops halfway down the hall, spins back around and storms back to Rhea's room.
Jocelyn bangs on the door and doesn't stop until it swings open, Rhea standing there with her weight on one leg making her hip pop out. She puts a hand on it and smirks.
"Don't look at me like that! You're degrading! Humiliating! An asshole! You're annoying! You're just...you're a bitch!" She rants, panting as she tries to catch her breath.
Rhea doesn't say anything. She just lets her degrade her in front of everyone that starts poking their heads out into the hallway.
"And one more thing!" She shouts.
Rhea waits.
"You're a terrible fucking person! But damn do you make bad look good."
With that, Jocelyn jumps on her and wraps her legs around her waist. She grabs her face and starts making out with her. Rhea wraps an arm around her waist to steady her, backs up and pushes the door shut on all the people in the hallway going 'ooo' and 'awww'.
She carries Jocelyn to the bed and falls on top of it. They don't stop making out as she feels her up. She goes to pull her sweater off and Jocelyn stops her.
"I don't take it off." She reminds her in a field of frenzied pants.
"You don't have to be afraid of me." Rhea says softly.
"I-I'm not." Jocelyn whispers.
"Then let me see you, love." Rhea replies.
Jocelyn thinks for a second before nodding slowly. Rhea sits her up, still straddling her, and slips Jocelyn's sweater off of her shoulders and down her back. She pulls each sleeve off of her arms before throwing the jacket to the floor.
She watches as the woman turns red and crosses her arms over her chest, her fists balled. Tears fall down her face as Rhea gently grabs her arms and holds them out, seeing all the scars on her wrists.
Jocelyn looks away in shame and Rhea grabs her chin to turn her head back.
"Look." She says as she points out her own cutting scars.
Rhea watches as the muscles in Jocelyn's face relax.
"But you're so..confident." She whispers, tracing her thumb over Rhea's scars.
"I wasn't always." She replies before kissing her again.
The two start making out before Rhea stands from the bed, takes Jocelyn's hand and leads her to the shower. They make love again, the room filling with shower steam, the smell of sex and a lot of moaning.
When they finish, Rhea rubs Jocelyn's body down with soap, cleaning her up from head to toe before rinsing her off.
"I want you to stay with me." Rhea speaks suddenly, breaking their silence.
"What do you mean?" Jocelyn asks.
"Come with me when I leave. Travel with me."
The thought sounds crazy in Jocelyn's mind, though she finds herself considering it.
"I have work." She says.
"Quit and I'll pay double what you make."
Jocelyn raises an eyebrow.
"Pretty sure paying for sex is illegal. And degrading to suggest that to me." Jocelyn replies.
"I don't mean I'm paying you for sex. I meant I can find you a job and pay double what you make. So you don't feel bad for leaving."
Jocelyn sighs, turns and lets the water run over her face while she thinks. She feels Rhea's hand rubbing her ass and bites her lip. Is this what she wants?
"Okay. I'll come." She says and Rhea turns her back to facing her and smirks.
"Yeah you will."
Jocelyn playfully smacks Rhea and laughs as she tickles her in return. She smiles.
What have I done?
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Flirting With Chaos
FanfictionWhen working her shift at a local gym, Jocelyn Bridle meets an unusual woman named Rhea Ripley. She doesn't know who she is and she also doesn't care. Rhea can't stand the thought. How will this play out?
