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Chapter 17

    After returning to the imperial capital, it took Meng Ning a long time to calm herself down. This trip back to Rongcheng, she was both happy and sad. I am happy that I finally let go of the old feud with my father, and the sad past will reappear in front of my eyes again and again. This made it difficult for her to accept Shi Rong's approach suddenly, and the fear of him back then seemed to return.

    This feeling lasted until the beginning of school, and Meng Ning devoted herself to her work, hoping that she would be able to change back soon. The heart that has been completely calm and ready to spend the rest of his life with Shi Rong must not be changed at this moment. She is already Shi Rong's wife, she has been his woman all her life, she can't escape at all!

    She can't escape either.

    Maybe, even now Shi Rong stands in front of her and says, I let you go. Meng Ning didn't dare to take a step.

    This is not the case before. Shi Rong held her in his arms and coaxed her with all kinds of words. He is a clever and hated man. If he tried to deceive, she would never see through. At that time, he hugged her like an extremely tolerant man. He said that he was willing to let her go. Meng Ning didn't believe it at first, but she couldn't stand the temptation. Go, don't even think about leaving," Meng Ning ran away without even thinking about it.

    She was in his apartment, forced to wear only one of his shirts and not even shoes on her feet. Meng Ning's little feet are round and smooth, white and tender, perfect for playing with in the palm of her hand. Shi Rong loves Meng Ning's jade feet the most besides her hair and skin. At that time, he was hugging her and walking around her body with his hands. One second he threatened her not to leave, and the next second he generously expressed that he would let her go.

    Meng Ning only ran less than one meter before Shi Rong grabbed her shirt and dragged her back. She knelt down between his legs in embarrassment. The smile on his face was so sinister and terrifying. asked her why she was running.

    Meng Ning said tremblingly, you told me to go. You said, if I don't leave, I will regret it.

    Shi Rong said, yes, you will regret if you don't leave, but if you leave, you will regret even more.

    After speaking, he stepped on her and tore off her precarious shirt.

    That was the most painful night since Meng Ning and Shi Rong were together. He didn't seem to regard her as a human being at all, and tossed her endlessly, calling her stupid, stupid, whimsical, and bold.

    How did you say it? oh. Lulu, if you run away, I will break your legs, and you will never be able to leave me from now on. You can never get rid of me until I am tired of playing with you.

    His eyes were like bloodthirsty beasts, Meng Ning nodded tremblingly, endured the pain below, and took the initiative to reach out and hug Shi Rong's neck - she had already vaguely felt that as long as she followed Shi Rong Can suffer a lot less.

    So, even if Shi Rong told her now, Meng Ning, Meng Ning, you can go, I won't stop you, I will let you go, you can go wherever you want, Meng Ning dare not leave. She has become a dodder flower attached to Shi Rong for survival, and she is tightly held by him. Unless they die, the two are destined to be entangled for a lifetime.

    It's not that he didn't think about suicide. When she was first raped by him, she was in such pain that she didn't dare to call the police, but when she was about to commit suicide, Shi Rong saw it. He grabbed her legs, let her legs spread wide and was invaded by him, and threatened her that if she dared to hurt herself, he would kill her father.

    Shi Rong is so smart that he can see through Meng Ning's disguise and her weakness at a glance. In his hands, Meng Ning is like a kitten strangled by his neck, and he can only let it live.

    After returning to Rongcheng, Meng Ning always had nightmares. She slept in Shi Rong's arms at night. In her dreams, he was the scariest man. Her self-esteem and principles, as well as her cleanliness, were all shattered by his trampling. Meng Ning often thought, since she couldn't escape, wouldn't it be fine for her to kill Shi Rong?

    As long as Shi Rong is dead, no one will threaten her, no one will force her, and no one will cause harm to her relatives... However, Shi Lao saw this idea ten years ago. At that time, he came to her and said that he wanted her to stay obediently in the imperial capital for three years and go to college. He was responsible for sending Shi Rong to the army to serve as a soldier. If after three years, Shi Rong was no longer interested in her, then he would let her go. , it will be irrelevant from now on, but if Shi Rong is still persistent to her three years later, she must be with Shi Rong. Meng Ning didn't want to agree, but how could Mr. Shi give her a chance to refuse? He had a hundred ways to make her submit easily.

    In the three years without Shi Rong by her side, she went to school seriously every day, and lived a regular life every day, except that she had to live in the Shi family's house, she had to not contact her relatives in Rongcheng, and she had to report her life to Shi Lao on a regular basis. Other than the status quo... there really isn't anything to fault. Those three years were the happiest and most relaxing three years since Shi Rong appeared in her life. During these more than a thousand days, she prayed all the time that Shi Rong would not come back, that Shi Rong fell in love with other women and lost interest in her.

    But she was still disappointed.

    When Shi Rong came back, he was wearing a military uniform and broke into her apartment directly. Before he could speak, he didn't even take a shower, didn't take off his clothes, and just smelled the sweat on his body, he pulled down the zipper of his pants and pushed her into the apartment. On the door, he fucked her hard a few times, then looked down at her who was already weak and said, "Lulu, I'm back."

    Every time Shi Rong called her Lulu, Meng Ning would tremble all over. His voice was deep and magnetic, very nice, but Meng Ning only felt scared.

    From that moment on, she knew that her life belonged to Shi Rong, not as his wife, nor his woman, nor his treasure. It's just a thing, a thing that can be used to measure value.

    Meng Ning woke up on the desk. It turned out that she fell asleep at some point. After this, the hard desk left deep red marks on her soft and snowy arms. Meng Ning took a small hiss and got up to drink a glass of water. Her mind was in a mess, and she didn't know why what happened. She really shouldn't go back to Rongcheng, after she married Shi Rong, she shouldn't see the people she knew before. She must completely abandon everything in the past in order to be Shi Rong's wife with peace of mind.

    After drinking the water, Meng Ning sat blankly on her seat in a daze until someone knocked on the door of the office. The girl in the shirt came in and went straight to her desk.
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