life without them

I won't stop fighting

"Anderson ran to the door"

Bris pov
I looked up and this should be the point where I see the love of my life walked in
But no Anderson my sweet baby boy ran to the door because it was a predator
It was freeses ex girlfriend Roxanne
I wanted to scream, hide, run
She wanted me dead she was crazy as hell and swore I was the reason freese left her
Anderson started growling as she walked up to me
He had returned to my side
The police had left us in a room and because this wasn't one of there interviews they had turned off the cameras I was alone last time I was with her I had him by my side defending the both of us.  I pushed back the tears this whole time he has been missing I have blame her I had cussed her name
I wanted her dead more then she wants me more dead I was scared I won't lie but I had to for him for the dogs for everything me and freese had planned for I could think of another reason she shoved me to the wall
My head hit the wall off to a great start
I kicked her with everything I had
She stumbled back and fell
"I'm not gonna go down without a fight" "good I like it better when his new girlfriends fight back" this bitch was crazy "you have freese chained up somewhere don't ya" " maybe he's back with the woman he belongs to" "if he belongs to anyone it's me bitch"
After I said that she pinned me to the floor my nose was bleeding and there was blood in my mouth
She had somehow gotten Anderson out the door so he couldn't help me. I coughed and blood spilled on the floor I reached in my pocket and pulled my knife out
I stab her she laughed and charged at me again knocking me back down.
I laid up against the wall panting for air
She laid in the floor bleeding from where I slashed her  she got up first and slammed me head first into the ground the cold concrete ground hit the side of my head and echos of pain flooded through me the whole time we had been fighting i couldn't feel shit. From being so numb out from freese being gone. My whole body suddenly got feeling and echoed with pain I used what I thought was my remaining strength and kicked her into the wall. It knocked her out
I called for a officer popped my nose back into place grabbed Anderson. I told them it was self defense witch it was and they took my word for it somehow no issue
I walked out of the police station looking and feeling like hell I got in my truck shaking checking my pulse trying to slow down my breath everything that had just happened caught up with me and I couldn't with it. I was overwhelmed tired hungry hurt as hell and bleeding from so many god damm places
I finally made the 35 minute Drive home
Cleaned my own wounds. Suddenly I felt like I was back in my abusive past. I didn't have freese here saying it was gonna be okay and calling me the nicknames he has for me I was alone
I looked down at my phone and it said
Reed is calling accept or decline
I accepted trying not to sound like I was pain  "hey Mama's what's up" not much son you" "eh not much any updates on freese" "no not one"  as he went on about his girlfriend I couldn't help but think about the police station why was Roxane there. Did she truly have him locked up
While I had reed on the phone I texted a police officer that had given me her number the night everything happened
I told her I needed her to drop by and it was important she drop by  today
Soon she was here and I told reed I would finish calling him later he said okay and she walked in "what's up Brielle" " today I was at the police station and freeses ex girlfriend was there and she attacked me as you know" "yes I was told" "I think she has him chained up somewhere because shes kinda crazy" "I could've told you that she looks crazy we will check it out got a address" "yes" i wrote it down quickly freese had gave it to me incase something like this happened. She looked at it nodded and said her goodbyes and left
I was once again alone
Karma was sniffing the door  Anderson was waiting for his dinner
I could easily have collapsed to the floor and not gotten up but I fed the dogs and collapsed on the couch 
The apartment felt cold
Without his touch his laugh his voice
I laid on the couch cold without him up against me all the nights we spent on the couch watching movies with the dogs with our friends I looked at my calendar
Realize tomorrow was Tuesday. My vacation was over I had to be back at robotics I wasn't looking forward going without him but I needed to get some sleep
I set my alarms locked up the house and made my way to our bedroom
I threw on one of his shirts
Crawled into bed and fell asleep