Je suis sans toi [WOOSAN] ⚞Eng⚟

Pardonne-moi Chérie

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This story is completely fictional. It has nothing to do with real people. May contain hate speech, profanity and offensive content.
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Hello, I am your writer. I have published this story in Turkish before. And now i am publishing the english version. I use translation because my English is not good enough. Excuse my mistakes. 🤗
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My love...

Didn't you ever love me?

Was I that worthless to you?

How did you give up on your love?

"Let's break up" you said looking me in the eyes. You lied when you said "I love you". All the emotions were fake, all the smiles.

And one morning you left me with my heart left in you.

While I was listing my best words for you, you told me it was all over.

'The world turns, and so do people.

What's in my pocket doesn't matter anymore.

A torn picture, you are a lousy person.

Stupid's question where is he now'

I was stupid, I asked everyone I saw, every street you passed, about you. Nobody told me where. 

Right! I knew well with whom, where he was.

Tell me how will I breathe without you? Tell me, to whom will I tell my disappointments?

When will you give an account of my shaking voice when I try to tell you?

Will you be able to make up for my narrow nights because of you?

Didn't it hurt when you turned my dreams into nightmares just to see you, when I woke up in  sweat, in the spring of my life, when we were supposed to bloom, when you turned it into mud?

We are in the same city, there is me, there is you. But we are not.

Didn't it hurt you when you let me down, ignoring your promises as if you were speaking to a stranger?

Didn't you feel sorry for me while for don't leave was begging not to leave and falling at your feet, while my tears were flowing?

But if we meet one day and you look at me with regretful eyes, I will feel sorry just for you again.

'Come on, come on run

Look, life is running away

Maybe that's for why you will dye your hair

Believe me I'm fine and I don't have a problem

Oh beautiful, I gave up on you.'

I have not forgotten you, I will not forget you.

I took all my pain and memories off the dusty shelf, I want to forget. Even if I miss you, I want to forget your beautiful eyes and words.

And now to put an end to it all, I'm at home, bathtub of water will be painted red soon. Will you cry behind my back?

My source of life, my life, the man I have devoted my life to, who does not love me, for whom I can die, whom I love...

For Choi San

Jung Wooyoung

San tried to hold back the tears that were flowing from his eyes. He and Wooyoung had a very good relationship. But San had told the man she loved that she wanted to let someone else into her life on a fleeting whim - even though she knew it herself.

Wooyoung had left without any trouble. He expect waited for San to give up, but the long wait tired him out, as a result, he gave up on his own life.
And now San was reading the last thing Wooyoung had left, the letter he had written to himself before he committed suicide.

If this had not been the second reading of the letter; the first out of curiosity when he found it, the second while waiting to fall off the cliff. And for the first time since Wooyoung left, San spoke:

"You left me two months ago, but I left you three years ago. I lost you because of a ridiculous whim. You never stopped loving me.

Life is cruel. You will regret knowing some of them. you regret not knowing some of them before... I wish I had known you before... I wish I hadn't let that devil enter my mind.

You wouldn't like wishes, but I filled your life with disappointments. I am sorry my darling.

They say to care a lot means to regret a lot, do you regret that you love me darling?

I haven't been able to call you darling for a long time... my fault.. If we ever meet again, I'll look into your eyes and tell you how much I miss you, then hug me tight.

What did Shakespeare say, "Woe to the one who regrets it too late"

I'm sorry darling, that I stopped loving you. I'm sorry for letting my eyes go blind to you. I'm sorry for being your reason.

"Forgive me darling. Forgive me my true love..."

San was only thinking of Wooyoung as he threw himself into space with the letter in his hand. I hope they would be happy...

-END-

We have to get used to what happens. Consider one; Do you remember the event that made you sad and cry last year? Or are you still as sad as then? Probably no.If we remembered everything, we wouldn't be able to own our minds. I'm saying you have to move on with your life. Everything has a solution. Please be firm.