I might not be on my best behaviur....I swear it's not on purpose. I don't always succeed to stay in the best mood. I could be doing something more productive, but I'm using devices. It just helps me escape. It helps me escape everything else. It might not sound like a reasonable excuse. But I swear by God I am trying. I really am trying. Over internet I have people who mean so much to me. More than some people ever cared...it's not necessary they have to be fake. Even if they are..........I can't help it. I can't help caring for some people. But please trust me. I have conscience..I do not lose them like girls taking off clothes on feed. I do know boundaries.....I meant for them to make you happy. I might not be trying enough in your view. Please. Please just for once know that...despite all these I do love you and more than you can think. Even If I'm not the best at showing affection............But really, I have been having problems on that too.
I'm sorry.
YOU ARE READING
Maybe (Only if they understood better)
Random"If they knew what they said...would go straight into my head, what would they say instead?" -Billie Eilish
