the two sat there, a wave a silence running past them while they stared anywhere but each other.
the girl, distraught, thought of ways to start up the topic. her heart and soul fell into prices as they waited, she couldn't understand what made him do this.
"did you sleep with her darrian?" she said loud enough for them both to hear, the boy looking down at the floor.
"no ma i did not- no no." she cut him off, shaking her head like what he said wasn't what she wanted to hear. she knew the truth but she needed to hear from him that he did what she knows.
she sighed and sat up straight, "did you, darrian jimenez, sleep with yasmin?"
he fought the urge to bring his head up and look at her, see the damage he had created to someone he loves so dearly.
he slowly, brought his head up looking at her state, a knife going through his heart. she was crying, no sound no wailing just sat there and cried. tears ran down her face onto her yellow hood, waiting patiently for his answer.
he looked away form her, feeling his pool of water works beginning, "yeah" his voice croaked out.
she nodded, wiping the sheds of tears down her face. she realized he was crying, giving him a confused expression, getting up striding towards him.
"im confused." he looked at her, her now standing a free feet away from him.
"ma it didn't mean anything i swear. it was an accident." he pleaded, her not changing her position.
"no no. not that. im confused. why are you crying? you acting like what you did didn't take a team effort. if she had cane on you, why didn't you stop her from doing so?"
he sat there, lips tucked in, lost for words. she was right, he basically let her come onto him. let her touch him, kiss him, give him everything he wanted her to give him.
everything he wanted with her.
"i- no it's fine. ill just go and get my shit. ill be on my way." she started walking away, darrian immediately getting up and taking her arm.
"ma please. i swear im sorry. she was nothing." she stood emotionless, carefully taking her hand out his.
"darrian, im going. don't make it harder then it already is."
he watched her walk up his staircase and get her things, watching her like he was gonna lose her forever.
he wasn't far off.
she didn't know but she knew she needed space. better to get her stuff now then later, but she knew she was gonna be back.
she hoped.
she came back down with a duffel bag full of her things, darrian now sitting on his couch.
he thought to himself, how horrible he messed up and what he was gonna do now that he lost his girlfriend forever.
she stood there, contemplating if she should announce her departure or give him a hug. she wanted to, badly. she needed some type of comfort and he was then only one she wanted it from.
"well," he lifted his head up, the guilty never leaving his body.
"im going. ill talk to you later this week. just try and think over what you did. please." she gave him a kiss on the cheek, walking out till they met again.
in hopes of getting back again.
𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬. 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬, 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐝𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞.
𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐨𝐰.
-𝐘𝐊𝐋𝐋𝐁𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐄
