When the car stopped I looked up and saw this beautiful penthouse, I could hear waves but the excitement was overpowered with how things are going to be with manik
Manik held my hand as we walk through the penthouse, he gave me a small tour and then to his, sorry, our room now.
"There are clothes in the closet" he whispered
I nodded walking to the bathroom, I took a shower and put on shorts and a t shirt, he had everything I could ever need in the closet. manik wasn't in the room when I came out after freshening up, I look around and saw him in the balcony.
He had freshened up too, he was wearing sweats and a t shirt as I saw his tense back. i tip toe to the balcony, sliding the door open.
"No, thats fine. Ill be fine with that date, mhm shut make sure I have an email of the line of questions"
"Ya thats fine" I hear Bhai's voice
"Well I will see you later than" manik says seeing me standing there
"Be wise" I smile hearing bhai's words
"Got it" manik said cutting the call
I walk closer leaning on the railing
"There is lots we need to discuss" he says
i nodded, not trusting my words because I feel like I am about to break down, I really am. He wraps his arm around me pulling me to his chest, as his sexy comforting smell reaches my nose, I take a deep breath in
"Everything is okay, jus breath through it" I hear his voice
"Fuck, manik" I blurt out holding his t shirt as I try not to cry
"I understand, im right here"
As soon as I felt his lips on my head, I couldn't hold it in anymore, I sobbed in his chest, I sobbed like I haven't in years. It wasn't just the hurt, there was so much more, it was a combination of everything
i felt his lips on my forehead as he kept laying soft kisses making me believe he was there, the last 24 hours were so bad. It's not that I don't like this marriage or didn't want to get married because I am happy that I'm married to Manik but just the way it happened is stressful
"Manik" I whisper
He picked me up in his arms carrying me to the bed, he sat back, me in his arms as I clung to him.
"I am sorry" I sniffle
"I am sorry too"
"You should be" I said sassily making him shake his head at me
"When I texted you to wear red, cabir and I had talked and he called the hotel we stayed at. After a lot of threats they let us know that my mother had came in as well and that timing didn't match up. It was after we had drinks. Then cabir said he saw you smirking when you mentioned something to do with marks. The marks she mentioned which she used as proof for whatever happened weren't there and I know for a fact they don't disappear. I drove to the hotel and went through the cctv footage to see her and my mother talking adn then they both walked in the room around 3 am so I know for a fact nothing happened which is why when cabir and I drove back I was going to come explain everything to you but alia caught me before I could come to you. I asked everyone to send you to the back door so I could ask if you would want us to get married, I knew we haven't gotten to know each other on a deeper level but it seemed like a good option"
"But why?" I asked
"Why what?"
"Why me? I have nothing, and though we like each other, there isn't much we have discussed"
He wiped my tears placing a kiss on my nose
"I may not know about your parents, about your childhood or what you have gone through but I know when you are stressed you pace In your room, I know that you aren't allergic to banana's but you never have them, even the sound of them makes you gag" he said making me gag a little
"When you are happy, you do a happy dance, you love playing with mukti and navya, chasing them around but when they get close to you, you laugh before they can even touch you to tickle you. You talk out loud sometimes when you are thinking too much. There is a lot I know, more then you think doll" I sniffle resting my cheek against his
"I felt rejected when you walked away from the bathroom, when you moved my arms from you. When you did that before that one time, I didn't have a right on you, we weren't anything but professionals but when you pulled back in the bathroom, we were something. That hurt built up and I know I acted out of character" I tell him as he softly caresses my hair
"I am sorry that you felt that way. I had asked you a question and your answer to it wasn't what I was looking for"
"But Manik how can we focus on us when there was something stoping us"
"Doesn't matter, when I ask you about us, it should always be us not anything else"
"Not when she is dating you, not when I know she has her hands on you, not when she is telling you how much she loves you. I am not going to"
"It does not matter Nandini, it is us over everything else. You should have said us before anyone else. If we are okay, then we can tackle everything eyes. When you and I are one, nothing else will mater because we will figure it out"
I nod understanding what he was telling me, it is better not to argue because he is right, just our rage got the better of both of us.
"Can we call it truce and be okay?" I ask
"Nandini baby there is something we have to discuss before we can call it truce"
"What is it?" I ask
"I am very sorry that you had to do this so quick and the way I reacted was unacceptable, I know it was. I should have taken a minute and figured it our, soiled it before we got married. Now I understand the circumstances that we got married in aren't the best or even okay so if you want we can"
"No, I wouldn't want to get married to anyone but you" I say cutting him off knowing he was going to talk about divorce
"Are you sure? I don't want"
"shh, I am sure, I am 100% sure about us. I will say that I was hurt but I know you were too. We both were hurt about different things and it's understandable. We are married and it's done, we took our decision and I am done thinking otherwise" I whisper
"Are you okay?" He asks holding the back of my neck firmly making me look at him
"Thank you for making sure it was under open sky" I whisper knowing he knew that I like talking to stars because I believe the stars are my parents, they resemble them
"I wanted to do more, I wanted us to have a perfect moment. I wanted this marraige to be beautiful but see we both messed up in terms of that"
"Well at least we didn't have a kid right before" I joke making him chuckle
"Im sorry love, I didn't want us to begin our forever like that" he whispers as she gently plays with a strand of my hair
"I'm sorry too, I will keep the attitude in check" I admit
"You better"
"Hey" I whine smacking his chest
"I didn't know wife's were that violent" I giggle hearing him
i wrapped my arms around his neck cuddling closer to him. I was married to a man, I had thought hated me but instead he likes me and I mean he might even love me soon ahhh
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RomanceShe is a sweet, bubbly, adorable girl that can win anyone's heart. He is this monster, as she likes to call him, he hides his emotions behind a wall of anger. She finds herself lurking around for a job and gets one to manage him and his band, only...
