You knew it was my first time.
You knew I was scared.
You knew I don't want to begin with anything because I don't want to lose you.
You knew it all along.
Yet why you leave me like this?
I thought we can figure things out.
I thought we agreed to stay forever.
I thought we will get a very happy ending.
I can't undo things.
I can't turn back now.
You haunted me.
You can't leave me just like this.
I know you are there.
I know you still there.
I know you are not gone.
Come on, come out now.
Don't leave me just like this.
I'm tired of waiting.
I knew all this time, we already have through it.
We are walking a fragile line.
But I never thought it will break too soon.
YOU ARE READING
MY SUICIDE NOTEBOOK
RandomDedicated to my family to read once I passed away so they understand my pain =) *it's not complete work of mine cuz I will update it each time I realise there's a flaws :') so if there's grammatical error please tell me on msg hehe
