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Erin Kimora Delagardo

I laid in my bed underneath the covers as the tears ran down my face

This shit is not easy at all

My fucking body hurts

My head is hurting

My heart is aching

I'm just lost

I closed my eyes as I heard Amy & my dad arguing

They been arguing real bad since I got back which was three weeks ago

"You don't care about me or my kids fuck you" Amy yelled with her accent

"How you gonna say that Amy I love you & my kids all my kids" my dad yelled back

"Do you love me?" My dad asked her

It got silent

My phone started vibrating

I haven't been on my phone for some days

I haven't answered no calls when it rang

I reached over & grabbed my phone off the nightstand

I looked at the caller Id & it said rondo was calling

I sighed & answered

As the call connected I turned my camera off

"Wussup with you" he said into the phone looking like he was driving

"Nothing" I said dryly

"Mmcht nigga" he said smacking his lips

I blinked two times

"Yes rondo"

"I'm just checking on yo ass I haven't heard from you inna minute shordy" he said

"I know I miss you" I said as I wiped my tears because I feel so bad for hiding out from everyone from a choice i made

"Lemme scoop" he said

"Uhh" I started to say

"Ima pick you up you better be ready gang" he said

"Ion wanna leave"

"I don't give a fuck"

"You should tho" I said sitting up & my head started hurting more

"I'm 20 minutes away be ready" he said hanging up

I took a deep breath & got out of bed

I went to the bathroom

I grabbed my tooth brush & started brushing my teeth

I turned on the shower to get ready to get in the shower

My body aches so much

I finished brushing my teeth & I washed my face

Once I was down with that I got in the shower

I enjoyed hearing the water run & hit the bottom of the tub

I closed my eyes

"You sure you wanna do this?" My dad asked me as we pulled up to the abortion clinic

My eyes watered as I stared at the protesters outside of the clinic

Fuck no I'm not ready... but I have no choice I'm to young to have a baby. Especially by this Nigga Tae

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