'I know you're busy but what is 5 seconds of your time to respond? What is a second of your whole life for you to send a fucking message to me!? Why is it so hard for you to respond! kahit isang hi or hello man yan okay na sa'kin… you know that I am waiting Tristan. Pagod din ako pero hinahayaan ko lang kasi alam kong meron akong ikaw na mauuwian pero bakit parang mas nakakapagod ka pa sa lahat?'
It's already past midnight when I got home. Drench with sweat all over my face, forming my hand into a fist because I couldn't contain my breathing. I sat on the chair roaming my eyes in our condo, our home… This was supposed to be my rest day but he's not here. I guess? ako na naman sa mahalagang araw na 'to.
I opened the cake I bought and genuinely smiled. Dati, we are both happy when we go beyond a year. We cherish every milestone of our love but right now seeing you open the door holding a bunch of paper instead of a gift I realised that maybe something has changed at yun yung hindi ko na paghandaan.
