your only mine ~ barry

what am i going to do

I wake up with strong arm wrapped around my body all I remember is that I got high with barry and I kissed him I get out of his bed I picked up my phone and seen I had a few text from my dad . I'm getting tired of him he treats me like I'm shit and blame everything on me.

Father

Chole Marie Johnson where the fuck are you

6:00am

Chole I swear to God if your fuckin that pouge jj I swear I will make your life I living hell
6:30

Chole you have to take your medicine I can't have you go crazy

7:00 am

I read the text messages why does he care so much he blame me for this shit I didn't ask to be fuckin crazy or bipolar.  " good morning princess " a deep voice said " good morning barry I got to go home and see what my father wants " I said kissing his cheek.  I drive over to my house I seen mark and rafe outside I park I hop out " wussup bros " I said dapping rafe and mark up " chole you don't need to be here " my brother said " and why that" I said " dad drunk and he flipping out bc he think you was sleeping with jj the pouge" I rolled my eyes and went inside and sure shit my dad is drinking well this is going to be a long day " chole " his drunk voice yelled " where the hell you been " my father said getting closer to me " I was at barry I went over there to talk to him and I fell asleep on his couch " I said backing up " mmm you know I didn't bring Lucas here for you to fuck everyone else I brought him here for you to work your shit out but you just want to be a whore" my father yelled " dad Me and barry didn't do anything I promise you want me to be with a guy that beat the shit out of me Lucas is the one that made my bipolar worst you don't fuckin understand its him I would be fine. But you brought him here I'm acting out of trauma are you fuckin serious you beat the shit out of me so does Lucas I'm just a fuckin  punching bag is and why don't you hit mark huh you do it to me is it bc Nicole my mom and mark has another mother " I yelled my father stood there mad I could see the evil in his eyes he threw the bottle of bourbon at me it cut my leg he slams me against the wall " you don't fuckin talk about your mother or mark mother I swear chole you are just like your goddamn mom you so fuckin delusional Lucas never beat you and I don't beat you . You just want to be the victim bc you want people to feel sorry for them now go take ur pill so them dumb ass voice before they make you hurt someone else " he said holding on to my throat " your a worth of fuckin space " his words cut deeper then a knife he let go of me. I go outside and I get in my car and I pull off.

Mark pov

Dad been on something since chole didn't come home I could see he was going to flip out he has anger issues I don't understand why he so hard on chole when she don't do anything she just try to be a normal teenager and it's hard for her since she is fucked up in the head I know she hears voice bc I read her notebook and the shit they say are dark I'm worried that she going to hurt someone or her self and she been spending time with barry and I don't think it's for the drug but I don't want her to have a really bad episode " marrrkkk " my dad slurred while walking to the front door I was helping rafe fix his bike " yeah dad" " where your sister" he said fuck this is going to cause a problem " um me and her went to the beach with the piuge yesterday and she drove off she was having a small episode " I said rafe looks between me and my father " omg she going to fuckin get it when she get home" he said " dad please not do that " I said scared for chole " son stay out of this keep helping rafe " he said I looked away I know he hurt chole but I'm wait till I know for sure so I can help her but I know some dark serect ab my father and chole mom . I see chole car pull up "hey sis right now not a good time to be home dad drunk and mad and he thinks your sleeping with jj" I said she just rolled her eyes . Me and rafe was fixing his breaks on his bike I hear screaming something about me and chole don't have the same mom then I heard a boom I go to the door when chole run out and get in her car and she drove off . I look at rafe and tell him I need to find my sister.

Chole pov

I'm driving around the island the voice keep getting louder telling me I need to hurt myself I pull over and I see this bridge I walk to the bridge now I'm not the best swimmer so I know this should work I climb over the Railing I stare down at the water there was car behind me hooking I count to 3 and I jump. I hit the water I didn't even fight to come up I start getting lightheaded. I seen this lady she was so pretty " chole baby you got to wake up this ain't the way I want you to die chole I'm sorry for this life I'm sorry I passed I love you baby please don't listen to the voice I did and look where I am" the beautiful women voice said she started to walk into the light . I felt someone pushing on my chest I wake up to some dirty blonde boy standing over me I spit the water out my mouth " who the fuck are you why didn't you leave me to die " she said crying " oo I'm topper and plus your to pretty to let you drown are you okay or something " he asked " um yeah just went for a swim " she said he helps her up " can I get your number your beautiful " he asked " no thank you relationship ain't my thing I'm crazy so I rather not do it" she said he nods and walks away she gets back to her car and she looks at her phone and seen barry text her a few time so did mark

Bear♡
Chole you okay I wish you didn't leave

Chole u should come stay the night again

Your brother came over where are you

Chole what happen do I have to kill him

Those text messages made me smile so much I text him back

Barry I'm fine okay and I don't know about me staying the night with you anymore I don't think i can see you anymore I'm sorry .

Sue sent it and blocked Barry's number she made it back to the house mark car was gone she walked in the house her dad wad passed out on the couch she clean up all the liquor bottle and put a blanket on him after she cleaned the house she went to her room and did the rest of the cocaine she had left over from barry that night she sat back and remembered what that lady said to her chole thought she had to die to see that lady who was that lady all these questions went thru her head but she brushed it off so called her brother and told him she was at home and dad passed out .

Mark came Into her room " wtf are you think chole jumping off a bridge to kill yourself" he yelled " how did you kno" she asked " rafe called me and said sum guy had to give you cpr bc you wasn't breathing goddamn chole I know dad hurt you but u can't leave me behind please don't hurt yourself if dad hurt you get me or even Lucas get me not hurt yourself I couldn't live with out you" mark said red eyed " I'm so sorry bro" she said crying he hugged her they sat in her room watching a few movies

When there was a knock on her door they looked at each other now it either our dad or Lucas mark got up and open the door " what do you want " he said " look bro I just wanted to smoke with yall no bs " Lucas said mark look at her she nodded Lucas sat on the edge of the bed they passed the blunt a few time the way he was looking at her made her feel weird the voice started getting louder * chole he going to hurt you hurt him before he get to you * she shake the voice out her head she looks at her phone and she seen she got a text from a unknown number

Unknown

You know it's fucked up to block someone I just wanted to care for you chole .

She looked at the text and blocked that number to she knew it was wrong to block barry but she to mental fucked up to be around him he hush the voices and that scares chole .