Song: Big girls cry by Sia
Dear Julian,
I figured I'm better off alone and I don't need anyone else leaving me so when Dylan came over this afternoon I told him to leave and never come back, I told him to pretend like we never met and to never talk to me again. He said nothing, he didn't even ask why, he just left, I knew he never cared.
I felt a huge pull in my chest when he left, I felt like my heart was being smashed mercilessly and for the first time in a very long time I cried, I cried so much I'm suprised i don't have a massive headache right now, my sobs were echoed throughout the walls of my empty house and it was then I realised that I really didn't have anyone anymore. I have noone, no parents, no Dylan, no you, my life is a complete disaster now, I don't even know what to do anymore, I left so many scars on so many parts of my body today not just my wrists, I'm not proud of myself but what can I say, life's a bitch and then you die.
Emily.
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Letters Unsent
RomanceI write the letters but I don't send them, I just keep them to dwell in my own sorrows and insecurities. It all started because of him, I let myself fall in love with him and all he did was hurt me. I let him get to me, I let him use me and now I'm...
