Champagne Problems

ᴛʜɪʀᴛʏ ᴛᴡᴏ- ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ᴍɪɴᴇ

„Charles" I sighed

His eyes flashed with hurt, but then he coughed and stepped back.

„Sorry the alcohol spoke" he tried to excuse himself.

„Don't tell anyone about this" I slurred

„About wh—-"

and I kissed him. It felt like my belly would explode from the amount of butterflies. I laid my hands around his neck to be stabilised. He put his armes on my waist again and pulled me so close that there is no space between us anymore.
His lips mold into mine. His hands started roaming my body. He started moving us till I felt the wall behind me. He pushed me a little bit up to signal me to jump. I jumped onto his waist and he pushed me further into the wall. I could feel his erection through his pants. His soft lips parted from mine and he began to spread kisses along my jaw. He kissed down my neck until he started at my all too familiar sweet spot. I let out a moan from the pleasure wave that hit me. I noticed how he grinned slightly.

When he was done, his tongue ran over the hickey left there. A cold shiver went down my spine.

"So you can remember this" he whispered in my ear.

I smiled at him.

„I love your smile. It lightens up my day everytime I see it" he told me

I started blushing and hid my face in his chest.

„Don't hide like this. I always said these things when we were together"

„But we aren't now" I slowly said.

He ignored me and just kissed me again, but this time he put much more emotion in it and so much more passion. Like he didn't want this to end. He started moving us away from the wall so I had to hold onto him tighter. He led us back to the couch and slowly put me down. He crawled over me and looked me in the eyes.

"I don't want this to stop" he said. I looked at him.

I didn't say anything and just pulled him down to kiss me again. I feel like I'm 19 again after we just met. I haven't felt this for a while. I finally feel awake. It was like something was missing in my life. Or someone. He makes me feel alive. He is the one that can light up my day when no one else can. Call me whatever you want, tell me that I shouldn't do this, but in he can make me happier than everybody else can. Even happier than Max can.
I don't know if this is all the alcohol in me who has these thoughts or if this is what I truly feel.

I could feel his hands under my top. He moved them down to the hem again and wanted to pull it up. I decided to stop here

„I'm sorry Charles, I just can't. It's one thing to cheat on someone by kissing, but it's another thing for me when you also sleep with them. I just can't do this to Max, I'm sorry" I said.

„Its all fine. You can take as much time as you need" he understandably said.

We eventually started to sit up again and drank more alcohol. I don't know know what made us do it. We shared more kisses as we got further into the night.

We are currently making a midnight snack. Its puff pastry with pesto, zucchini and goat cheese on it. I love it. It's so good, but I couldn't bring myself to make it after we broke up. It was our favorite food. Charles ones made it, because he wanted to surprise and it was easy to make and then we kept on doing it together many times.

„I forgot how good it tasted" I told him as we sat down and ate it.

„What do you mean? Did you never eat it again?" he asked, slurring his lines as much as I did mine