mysterious mind

Untitled Part 9

I 'm in lowest of my energy. Trying every bit to hold on strong.

My mind reads straight line, there's fall n rise in vibes.

I feel I can collide any time, my body seems free from ailments.

I so want to connect to you, failing with words.

My desires chalk out a route, dreams have no map.

Connecting to 369hz, 432hz, unable to match the frequency.

Alining n Transmuting energies, fail to uplift the deep sank heart.

Tears make room for love, blankness fills in.

I question myself- what you seek? Silence rules.

I ask silence for an answer, patience knocks the door.

How can turbulence & patience stay together, search the modes.

I dive deep deep down, into unknown epilogue

Darkness, darkness surrounds me, need to embrace it.

Want someone to hold me, I 'm sinking tremendously. Who is that someone can't defy, surrendering doesn't define me.

Can I trust, the divine intervention

If divine is guiding me, why puzzle at every corner.

Why can't it be clear indication, riddles makes me weak right now.

All techniques fails, I 'm lingering between abyss.

......Manu.