me and baba grills love storie (my veiw)

it was at this moment I knew.. I f'ed up

... Fuck I am crying again... I wipe away.my tears as I sit in the grade school bathroom as I splash water in my face and go outside for playtime
Hey Pine! -insert me talking about creepypastas-
I started feeling odd... I started getting butterflies in my stomach when I was around pine.. And I always feel my self.. The bell rings as we go back to class I notice I often look at pine and wonder why I feel this way..
                                         (Time skip)
At home now laying in bed all I can think about is pine and random fantasys I have about the two of us ... THIS IS DISGUSTING I FEEL THIS WAY.. I wonder to my self how Ill I must be to like some one my own gender, and what would my Christian parents act?? Well I am so confused I will just ask my sister tomorrow about these new found feelings
I wake up and check my self out because I always be looking hot.. Anyway I feel like shit.. I ignore my parents telling me about the promises of god. Instead I go to a coffee shop with my sister and I ask her about these feelings.. She tells me they are a crush? How odd I must be perfect I have no time with silly little crushes
We get home and later and I go in my room and ponder on these new feelings as I start messing with the electrical outlets
-DEAD NAME- GET OUT HERE NOW!?! I walk put and see may mother she confronts me about the I think.. Lgb..tq+ and my feelings?
I go back into my room as my sister snitched on me.

                       -time skip to Monday-
I wake up at 5:30 and get ready.. I am feeling happy? I think that is what they call it.. I get to see pine and we get to talk finally!!