3 AM their home
(Crying Madi)
So I woke up and saw kian not in bed so I went to go check up on her,kian was holding her so I went to go get her bottle and hand it to kian to let her drink (eating for babies).
I hate how we have to start from the beginning again
I love it because this is our 2nd kid and even though we don't have our 1st I just imagine we still have him
I know I do too
Then after a little bit she started to fall asleep and me and Kian went back to bed. I just need to move on that's it, we'll would I be making the right decision though, it's okay I will be an excellent mother to our baby girl and that's it. I can do this just don't think about it yep that's it.
