𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐔𝐒 | 𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘪 & 𝘳𝘦𝘰 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

12-Sunrise

a/n: this chapter is in reo's perspective bc i wanted to try something a little different.

also if you have never been in a car blasting music and singing along at ungodly hours its actually the best feeling ever

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I bit the inside of my cheek when I felt y/n's arms wrap around my neck. I was trying hard to keep my composure but with her face buried in the nape of my neck and my hands holding the plush of her thighs as I carried her was driving me to the brink of insanity. Piggy back rides weren't supposed to be sexual but god...everything this girl does just seems to leave me entranced. I was grateful to just have an excuse to hold her, be close with her, and just enjoy her company. I started walking towards the parking lot where I had left my car, y/n still on my back. To be honest, I had no idea what I was doing, I had nothing planned. When I decided to take my car and drive it all the way to y/n apartment it was just out of pure impulse. No driving thought in my mind other than the 2am urge to just...see her. I didn't even take into consideration how weird it might seem. That was the thing about y/n, it was like when I was with her, or just even thought about her, all common sense in my mind seemed to disappear, and I despised it. I hated how much this girl made me lose all control, and I had spent the past 2 years angry at her for it. It wasn't y/n that I was hated, honestly her glaring disinterest in me had been part of the reason I was so attracted to her in the first place, but I hated the fact that I couldn't have her in the end. Nagi had won her heart and then broken it.  And yet, at this moment, it didn't seem so impossible to win her over.

"Where are we going?" y/n asked as I pulled the door to the passenger seat open and lifted her inside, trying to be gentle as I placed her in the seat and put on her seatbelt.

"I'm not sure" I said, awkwardly rubbing the back of my neck as I slid into the driver's seat and powered on the engine.

"So...you have no idea where you're going to take me?" she asked with clear confusion on her face. And god, she looked so cute with her head tilted to the side and wrapped up in my hoodie.

"That's just part of the fun"

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Night car drives were something I always thought I would keep a secret. A little piece of happiness and relaxation I could keep all to myself. On sleepless nights I often found myself speeding through the roads with no destination in mind. Sometimes these nights were my only escape. I didn't have to think about anything, I could just drive, it was my little piece of freedom I clung onto. But somehow, this felt right, sharing this small smart of my life with y/n. The cold air of the night was biting into my skin as I pressed harder down on the gas pedal. The wind whipped through my hair as the music coming from the speakers was dulled by the sound of the car hitting the wind as we sped along the highway.

For a second I looked towards y/n who was leaning towards her open window with her eyes shut. The wind flew through her hair and she just seemed to be soaking in the moment, the aux, the cold breeze, the fluid motions of the car. It was freeing.

"Give me aux!" she shouted, trying to make her voice heard over the aggressive howling of the wind. I used one hand to open Spotify on my phone and hand it to her. I could see her typing intensely onto the keyboard of my phone before I heard the recognizable beat of the song Blinding Lights by The Weekend, "I thought it was fitting," she said grinning.