new girl in town//ColbyBrock

part 15

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"Hey baby! What up" I say trying to make her happy "hey!" ~thats weird I thought she was acting different?~ "so wyd" I asked "not much hey guess what!" She says really happy "ohh what is it?" I asked "I watch one of yours and sam's videos while you was gone" she says with a smile on her face "oh really what did you think ik you've never watched them before" "it was amazing ig I'm one of your 'fan girls' now...BUT I'm actually dating you haha"

Yns pov-

~i hope he's buying it I don't want him to know abt anything~ "yea and you always will well..until I propose haha" he says and jumps on the bed ~aw that actually made me feel better ~ "so I was wanting to talk to you abt something" Colby says ~he knows~ "ok what's up" "so Jake was telling me he didn't see you all day since I left and out of nowhere you came to him looking for me and you was acting weird he said you didn't want to hug him? And ik that doesn't sound like you because you love hugs"

"Oh yea sorry I was in here all day and when I went looking for you my um...~omg what do I say think yn think~...my stomach was just hurting and I don't feel the best" I replied hoping he believes it "are you sure" he asked"mhmm" I said back"ok well do you need anything.. medicine?..a bath? Food?" He asked "ty baby but no I'm ok I just wanna rest" he nodded "I'm going to go tell Jake and the others your ok they all think this is abt that Richie guy" you just look down at the floor trying not to cry "baby...is that what this is abt?" "Oh no no it's ok I'm ok" I say with a fake smile on my face "ok I'll be back." He says and kisses your forehead

Colbys pov

I'm walking out the door to go downstairs ~something is up but idk what~ "so is she ok?" Jake asked I explain to all of them "good I thought something bad was wrong" Tara says everyone agrees with Tara "ok I'm going to go lay with her she said she's tired" I say as I walk up the stairs

I open the door without knocking not thinking anything of it but I see yn sitting on the bed with her sleeve rolled up looking at her wrist she pulls her sleeve down really fast "hey what was you looking at" I asked concerned"on nothing I was playing around with makeup earlier and got it on my wrist" "oh ok" ~shes lying I just know it~

She holds her arms out smiling at me I jump onto the bed and lay there she lays her head on my chest"hey babe" "hm" she replied "you would tell me if something bad happened right?" She doesn't respond "yn?" "Yes ofc.." she replies after a few seconds "I just want you to know that no matter what is it I won't be mad ok?...yn?"

I look down to see her sleeping I sigh as I wonder what is actually wrong with her

Time skip it's now 3 in the morning

Yn pov-

I wake up in the middle of the night from my wrist itching I look up to see if Colbys sleeping he is so I go to the bathroom to look at my wrist I go into the bathroom and turn the lights on to roll my sleeve up it's inching really bad

Colbys pov-

I woke up from the sound of footsteps leaving my bed and into my bathroom "yn?" I whisper ~ig she didn't hear me~ I get up to go check on her I was abt to knock ~if I knock and she's doing something she doesn't want me to know them she'll stop..~ I just open the door to see what she's doing "yn are you o-"...I see her looking at her wrist again she pulls her sleeve down really fast again "yes I'm fine..why didn't you knock" "baby..what's wrong please just tell me I've seen you looking at your wrist 2 times already please I'm right here" "Colby please don-" i cut her off by kissing her hard I pressed my forehead against hers"... please yn.."

She starts crying into my chest I hug her knowing what she's about to show me she pulls away and grabs her sleeve abt to pull it up "... please don't be mad" she says with fear in her voice "baby..I'm not I promise" I look down at her wrist as she pulling the sleeve up...

I see six cuts in her wrist there really red like she's been scratching it for a while "oh baby.." I look into her eyes with tears in mine "I'm sorry I'm so so sorry" she says to me "no don't be sorry you have no reason to be sorry I'm the onte that should be sorry...I'm probably the reason you did this.." "what no-" I cut her off "I'm sorry I've been such a horrible boyfriend I don't deserve you I-" she cuts me off "it's Richie.." she says "wh-what" I say with confusion

"it's not you.. it's Richie he called me when you was gone and told me I'm going to die soon..and if I told anyone I'd die sooner and it got to me so much that when I went to take a shower I...I saw your razor on the sync..two years ...two fucking years I was clean from it and now that's all gone I'm sorry" she says to me crying even more falling into my chest

"I didn't know you cut before" I say to her "I did when I was with Richie..ig when he called my old thoughts just came back to me in a wave I couldn't control it... after seeing this side of me you don't love me anymore do you. It's ok if you don't I understand i don't see how anyone could love me anyway" she looks up at me and says

"what no ofc I love you I'll always love all sides of you depressed,happy,mad,silly.. nothing will make me stop loving you and you have so many ppl that love you me,Sam,kat,Tara,Jake,Corey, Brennen,Mia  all of us" "really?" She says "yes baby now c'mon let's go back to bed we're having a party tomorrow!" I say as I pick her up to take her back to our room

"btw even tho I know your wearing those pj's bc the cuts..they are still so cute on you" I say as I kiss her laying her on the bed

(This is it for this part I hope you guys like it!)