TOM AND HIS JERRY

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"TOM AND HIS JERRY"

TEJASSWI POV

I wake up in morning..I blush when I realise  mine and sunny's position..my one leg on his..and his hand was on my waist holding me securely.. I'm adoring his sleepy face..
Don't know what deed I did that I got it.. He make me feel so secure so special.. Sometimes I doubt if I deserve him.. Was aai baba  right I am making his life hell too.. Did i deserve him.. Yes they said yesterday day some rough words and i think they right.. I'm a trouble maker.. But  I'm not gonna leave him ever.. I need him for my whole life.. Yes I'm being selfish but I just want him need him.. I can do everything or anything for him

"Hey tejasswi" a  voice come and suddenly fear engulfed me.. I didn't want to hear this voice.. I get up and  look at that direction but nobody is there.. I place hand on my heart it's beating fast I close my eyes try to Clam my self

"Thinking about me baby" I open my eyes and taking slow steps towards the voice.. I went in direction of balcony.. There the man I'm running from noo.. How can it possible..

"What happened did you forget me.. Tch tch you can't" he said and laugh I gulped..

"Kya tum to apne sunyyy ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti hi na Then face your past too darling face me " he said laugh again

"No I can't do that"

"But you just said you can do everything and anything for him"

"But I can't do that "

"haha.. Means Your aai baba was right  you are making his life hell too.. Look at him he is doing so much for you.. And you selfish girl making him suffer with you.. You are still leaving in your past you just can't able to forget me.. Hahah.."

"you..you are no..nobody to me.. Please gooo.. I'm.. I'm.. Happy with my sunnyy.. Don't come back justtt gooo.. " I shout at him he smirk

"then I will snatch your happiness.. Your sunny.. Your everything..once again you will leave all alone"

" NO.. NOO.. Please don't say that.. My sunny never leave me.. Please goo back don't don't come again gooooo" I shout loudly.. I can't able to take breath properly.. My body is sweaty.. I sit on floor close my ears and eyes..

"goo.. Backk.. No.. Don't.. Come"

"Laddoooo" I heard his voice and in next moment he buried me in his arms

"laddoo.. Teju.. What happened look at.. Kya hua" he said cupping my face but I again hide my face in his chest

"sunnyy.. He is.. Is.. here.."

"Koi nhi hai laddoo" he said softly..

"Wo aagya sunny.. Tell him goi back"
He make me stand properly.. My whole body is shaking in fear

"he..said he will.. Will snatch.. you.. from me sun.. ny.. Don't leave me sunny.."

"laddoo I told you yesterday na I'm not gonna leave you ever fir.. And look koi nhi hai waha see " I look at there then him

"he.. He was..

" koi nhi hai teju "he wipe my tears.. Remove hairs from my face and kiss my forehead

He hold my hand and make me sit on sofa but my eyes are still in balcony.. Tears are falling from my eyes

" Teju look at me" he said and make me look at him..he pull me on his lap.. Warp my leg around his waist cup my face

" Laddoo kya kar ri hai tu.. Han.. Bhool mat Tu sherni hai meri.. Meri sherni.. Koi touch bhi nhi kar sakta tuje.. kyu us insan ko itna effect krne deri hai tu..ab wo tuje dikhne bhi lga hai kyuu laddoo"

"I.. I don't know.. Sunny.. I'm.. I'm afraid"

"From whom him "

"Nhi from losing you..he will take you away from me.. Then you will also hate me.." I said child who is afraid for losing her favourite thing

"I can't  hate you teju never ever not in even my dream..Who can I hate my life" he said I can see the genuineness in his eyes..I know he can't do that but my fears are overpowering me.. I hug him he stroke my back and head

"Laddoo.. pta hai tuje dekh ke kitni ladkiya inspire hoti hai daily..tuje apna idol maanti hai..unhe hai bhi tere jesa bana hai.. Strong, self dependent, or tu kya kar ri hai.. Tu ye inspiration degi unhe.. Aise dar dar ke jina sikhaye gi.. Kl bhi bola tha aaj bhi bol rha hu or aage bhi boluga.. Tuje apne dar se ladna hoga laddoo..aise life nhi chlti..past ko chod.. Or me hu na me help kruga tu aise past ko leke bethi reh gi toh ek din tera ye dar sach ho jaye ga.. Akelepan ka " as soon he finished I look at him with teary eyes

"Nhi.. I will sunny i will fight with my fears.. Me tuje nhi janne dugi khud se dur.. Me maar jauga sunny.. Tu jo bolega karu gi apne fears se ladugi.. Apne past ko bhulne ki koshish krugi.. Bs tu kahi mat jana" I said yes I will do it not for me but for us.. he smile and kiss my whole face and hug me

"Kabhi nhi" he wishper.. I feel so much peace and sukoon in his arms..

Suddenly I remembered yesterday night I didn't take my pills.. My sleeping pills.. Thats why i saw him today.. Same thing happened 2 year ago.. After that I started taking pills because of my illustration and nightmares..Doctor already told me to stop but I'm addicted now I can't.. And when I skip pills this things happens.. Shittt..and now I will stay with sunny for some days.. I can't take this pills..because if sunny come to know about it he will kill me.. F*

तू चाहिए तू चाहिए 💗🤌

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