Beyond Words

Feelings Inside - 2

Three years later

BEATRIZ

"Beh kami naaaa!" masayang sabi ni Jho

Para akong nabingi sa sinabi niya

"Jeremiah? Si Doy?"

"Oo, sino pa ba haha" Jho

I knew this was coming

"Yesss! Thank you Lord, may love life na ulit best friend ko! Wooohooooo"

"Thank you, Bei" Jho hugs me

Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ko magawang yakapin siya pabalik?

Instead, hinawakan ko both sides ng arms niya at mahinang tinulak

"For what? I did not reto him naman to you. You guys met through the power of destiny" when I said the word destiny sinamahan ko pa ng hand gesture para hindi halatang namamatay na ako inside

"Hindi, thank you parin. Kaya love na love kita eh" Jho

I half-smiled

"Nako Jho baka masobrahan yang love mo sa'kin, mamaya mabawasan pa yung kay Doy"

"Iba yung sa'yo iba yung kanya syempre. Yung kay Doy, it's romance" Jho

Kaya ko pa ba? Pero para kay Jho kakayanin ko

CELINE (Bea's close friend)

Bea went to my condo at may dalang liquor, and ito iniinom namin ngayon. Kailangan ko siyang damayan

"I l...love her s...so damn much. Eto na n...naman ba a...ako, Cel? Nasasaktan nang p...patago?" Bea cries

"You had the chance to tell her what you feel for her, Bei. Pero hindi mo ginawa. Ang masakit dun, kasama ka pa sa ligawan stage nila"

"I'm so fucking dumb. My love for Jho made me this dumb ass. K...kahit alam kong hindi a...ako yung dahilan ng pag-ngiti niya, sige l...lang ako nang s...sige. Every time k...kinikilig siya s...sa mga calls nila ni Doy, nasa t...tabi niya ako n...nakikinig, I even h...help her with w...what or how to r...reply to Doy's m...message......Shit, tanga ko" Bea's nonstop cry

"Kala mo kasi kung sino kang malakas eh. Ano may panunukso ka pang nalalaman sa kanila pero deep inside wala, wasak kana pala"

"What can I do? Doon ko siya nakikitang masaya eh" Bea

"Masaya naman siya sa'yo ah. You two went through a lot, Bei. Through her highs and lows nasa tabi ka niya, you were always together. Your family counts Jho as your family too"

"But hindi yun enough. Kahit mamatay pa ako sa kakaiyak, it won't change the fact of not having a chance to her" Bea

"Porket straight siya? So what? Did you try to tell your feelings for her face to face?"

"No diba. You never did" I added

"Ba't ba ang h...hirap niya m...mahalin, Cel? N...napakasakit niya mahalin" Bea sobbed once again

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A/N: I apologize for any grammar errors you may have noticed. :)