I haven't slept since Sunday Midnight for me is 3:00 a.m. for you But my sleepless nights are better With you than nights could ever be alone, ooh-ooh-ooh I was good at feeling nothing, now I'm hopeless What a drag to love you like I do, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
I've been loved before, but right now in this moment I feel more and more like I was made for you
For you
I'm sitting in my brother's room Haven't slept in a week or two, or two I think I might have fallen in love What am I to do?.
•y/n• i got dressed just to not wanna go out anymore.
i looked at myself in the mirror and i hated it.
i was slim.
my thighs were kinda big and i had stretch marks.
i didn't like my body nor my face.
everything was wrong and horrible i didn't wanna go out.
"ma is you ready?" jenn asked walking in
"i don't wanna go anymore"
"why? what happened"
"nun i just-nvm you wouldn't care" i said
"yes i would care. tell me what happened?"
"it's really nun jenn"
"y/n im deadass tell me what's wrong"
"i don't look good"
"wym youn look good"
"like my face. this outfit makes my body look even worst then what it already is" i said and jenn looked at me like i was crazy.
"ma you look amazing why you saying that" she said
"your just saying that to make me feel better"
"no i'm not you're beautiful mama"
"i don't think i am at all" i said
"stop thinking like that" jenn said hugging me
"i can't help it. and your fans don't make it no better" i said
"what they be saying?"
"i'm ugly, my body is sloppy, i don't deserve you, you could do much better then me and shi like that"
(damn quadruple homicide..)
(i'm sorry that's not funny this is a sad chapter myb myb myb)
"if they hating on you then they not my fans ma. they just do that cause they not in your place" she said
"but it hurts jenn.." i mumbled
"ik ma but fuck them you better then all them bitches"
"matter a fact" she said grabbing her phone
she did something before setting the phone up.
i seen that she was on live.
"stand up ma" she said and i looked at her before standing up
she grabbed my hand spinning me around.
"dont my baby look so good yall" she said
niyahelite yesss!! y/n always look good👏🏽.
thuggergirlsforever y/n body eats😁 i'm tryna get like that.
lynxiaszn y'all trippin y/n is ew🤢
myathatgirl ^^^ you came on the live to say that you fanned out
"okay lynxia let me look at that pfp" jenn said clicking on her page.
"right just like i thought. ya wig seeing stars, and ya eyebrows bigger then ya forehead bitch" jenn said
"omg jenn"
"nah cause she playing ion like that"
"anyways i'm ending the live that's all i came in here to do bye" she said ending the live.
"you ready to go now?" i asked
"nah fuck that.. i got some better planned" she said picking me up
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you the reason i can't trust these h0s this world is to cold had to let you go.
