CHAPTER 116

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Its been 5 days shivi was shooting continuously nd khan family was also back nd her reports came normal mohsin was so happy as they were worried for her reports but the thing which was worrying him now was shivi work as she was continuously working nd ignoring moh whenever he message her she replies him by she is busy they were not getting their US time
It was sunday shivi was in her room nd
Shivi mom nd her brother was in mumbai nd they were also seeing the difference between them as whenever they used to talk about moh she used to make an excuse
It was noon aunty has invited khan family at her house nd shivi didn't know about it
Khan family was sitting in hall
Shivi came out from her room she was wearing his tshirt nd her shorts
Sh: mumma mera but she stops in between as she saw moh nd his family
Shivi smiles seeing them nd was looking towards them
Am: milna bhi nahi aaj
Sh: nahi wo she goes to her nd tightly hugs her
Am: kitni kamzor ho gayi h shivi kuch khaya kr bachaa
Sh: g
Sajj: bhabhi mujhse bhi nahi milna us din bhi aapne ignore kiyaa tha
Sh: maine dhyaan nahi diyaa hogaa mai aai abhi she was going when moh holds her hand
Shivi got tears in her eyes but somehow she controlled them
M: sabse milna h mujhse nahi
Shi: nahi aisa nahi h mai aai bas abhi
Moh gets up nd tightly holds her kyaa huaa h tujhe
Sh: kuch bhi nahii kya hoga mujhe mai aai she removes his hold nd goes in her room nd locks the door so that moh can't come inside
While moh was getting tensed for her he was worried about her nd her health he got up nd goes towards her room but it was locked
Moh was getting tensed as last time she locked the door he found her unconscious nd this time no he knocks on the door
Shivi jaan dekh tu naaraz h kisi wjah se wo mai maanta hu mujhse baat nahi krni wo bhi maanta hu but plzz pehle jaisa kuch na kriyo ek baar darwaaza khol le bachaa i swear tujhe ek baar dekh kr chala jaaunga mai shivi jaan
But she didn't gave him any response sajjad nd samarth brings mohsin nd made him sit on sofa
Yash: thodi der tk aajegi jaante toh ho kisi baat pr hogi naaraz wo
Sajjad to lighten up mohsin mood haan bhai koi galti krii hogii aapne shaayad bhabhi ko i love u nahi bola hoga
Mohsin didn't say anything to anyone
Am: behaviour mujhe bhi ajeeb lgaa uski aankho mein dekh kr aisa lg raha h jaise wo kuch chupaa rahi h
Yas: aaj kal shoot ki wjaah se bahoot tired rehti h maine bhi poocha toh kehti emotional scene hote h isliyee
Am: ho sakta h
Yas: mujhe bhi ajeeb lgaa tha maine bhi kahi baar poocha but btaya nahi
Ab: bss bss sb tension kyu le rahe ho thak gayi hogi isliye
Sajj: kahi bhabhi ke set pr koi problem toh nahi i mean waha pe koi baat
Mohsin listen him nd he got alarmed
M: no I don't think so aisa kuch wait mai poochta hu he calls pratik sir nd asked him about set nd he got positive response
Soon he saw shivi coming out from her room
He cuts the call nd goes towards her
Sh: i am sorry mujhe set pe jaana. Hoga urgent shoot h abhi call ayaa pratik sir ka
Moh listen her
Aaj off h meri abhi pratik sir se baat hui
Sh: toh ab tu mujhpr nazar rakh raha h
M: rakhni padh rahi h tu toh kuch btaati nahi h isliyee krna padh raha hai kyaa hua h tujhe kyuu jhoot bol rahi h kaha jaana h
Sh: kahi bhi jaau us se tujhe kyaa
Yas: shivi she got up nd goes to her
Kya tareeka hai yh baat krne ka
M: mumma uski galti nahi h wo jo iske andar jhoot bolne ka keeda h uski galti h
Shivi looks at him sach jaanna h ok suno sach yh h mai kushal sir saath lunch ke lie jaa rahi hu nd plzz is baat pr koi issue mat bnaaiyo tu bhi jataa tha night out ke liye toh m bhi jaa skti hu nd agr tujhe problem h toh its ur problem tujhe nahi pasand toh mujh se breakup krle loudly
Mo: dimaag khraab hogyaa h kya tera jo man mein aaya jaa raha h boli jaa rahi h he too shouted
Sh:haan hogyaa tang aagyi hu mai ab tere saath mujhe nahi rehna us insan ke saath jisne mere character pr ungli but she stops in between as she realised what she spoke while mohsin looks at her
Sh: plzz abhi mera mood acha h ussey khraab mat kr
She was going when moh tightly backhugs her
Bol liyaa jo bolna tha ke script khtam hogyii
Sh: chod mujhe moh
M: kyuu chodu tu meri h aise kaise kisi ko bhi le jaane du tujhe jaanta hu tujhe ache se aaj tk mere ilaawa kisi ke saath date pe nahi gayii nd tu ab kushal sir ke saath date pe jaaegi ya toh mujhe pagal samjhhaa h ya khud ko jhoot aisa bol jo mujhe yakeen bhi hoje
Sh: mai sach bol rahi hu
M: soch le he made her turn nd made her look towards himself aankho mein aankhe daal ke bol
Shivi: chod mujhe moh
M: yeh nahi yh bol meri aankho mein aankhe daal ke ki tu mujhse breakup chahti h
Shivi didn't say anything
Moh: kyaa huaa bol na wait himmat nahi ho rahi hogi ek kaam kr andar jaa aur prepare krke aa apne aapko
Jaanti h jb mujhse jhoot nahi bol sktii fir bhi kyaa baat h bachaa jo chupaa rahi h kyu apne moh se door ho rahi h btaa jaan
Sh: kuch baat nahi h
M: tujhe meri kasam h sach bol
Shivi didn't say anything
Moh: ab is chupi ka jawaab mai kya samjhu he cups her face bol bachaa plzz aise chup mat reh dar lgta h is chupi se kyu mujhe door kr rahi h apne moh ko pyaar krti h na fir kyuu kr rahi h aise
As shivi was looking in his eyes nd was controlling her tears but all went in wain as she was getting weak shivi tightly hugs him nd broke down in tears
Sh: i am sorry moh but plzz tu mujhse door chala jaa plzz while continuously crying
M: jaan he tried to break hug but she was not ready to leave him
Sh: kuch mat bol but plzz mujhse door hojaa mai tere laayak nahi hu
M: bas hogyaa shivi he forcefully break the hug ab bol kyaa huaa hai
While everyone else was also tensed as this is the first time shivi is behaving like this
M: bol bachaa
Shivi broke down completely nd fell on floor while crying
Mai tujhe khush nahi rakh sktii moh teri life ki humari life ki sbse badi khushi tujhe nahi de sktii mai i am sorry moh
Mohsin too came at her height kya bol rahi h bachaa
Sh: nahi hu m tera bachaa nahi hu kuch bhi mai mai failure hu life mein bhi fail hui hu nd ab
Mohsin hugs her shhh shh bas hogyaa shaant hojaa apne moh ko nahi btaaegi ki kyaa huaa h apne moh ko apne se door kyu kr rahi h
Sh: kuchhh nahi kr sakti mai moh teri sbse badi khushi yh thi ki tujhe papa ban na h tujhe apni beti chahiye thi aur mai wo khushi bhi tujhe nahi de saktii i am sorry  i am sorry for everything she wipes her tearss nd looks towards everyone i am sorry mumma ammi abbu i am sorry moh she gets up nd goes in her room
While mohsin who just listen her was in shock nd even everyone else too
Am: kyaa bolaa shivi ne mohsin kya h yh sb
But mohsin was lost in his thoughts he was bring back by sajjad
M: no its not possible yh he dials doctor number
Soon doctor pick his call
Doc: hello
M: hello doctor mai mohsin bol raha hu shivangi fiancé
Do: oh yes mohsin aap shivangi ka dhyaan rakh rahe h na
M: yes doctor jo multivitamins aapne bole the wo sb plzz aap ek baat sach btaaiye shivi theek h na aapne kaha tha reports normal aai h all okay bss vitamins khaane se theek rahegi but shivi ne mujhe abhi kuch
He was cut
Do: shivangi ne aapko btaa diyaa thank god even maine bhi ussey yahi bola tha ki aapko btaa de aapse mat chupaaye look mohsin she is weak but that is not the concern we can bring her health back by having a watch on her diet, but mohsin her uterus is weak and I am sorry to say that her chances to be pregnant is just only 1%. Being his husband i want ki yh aapko ptaa ho nd maine same baat shivangi se bhi kahi thi nd she told me ki wo aapko btaa degi m aapko kuch na btaay nd agr aap kuch poocho toh sb positive btaau nd isliyee mujhe aapse khena pada ki wo poori tarah se theek h
Mohsin went blank with this news he was not able to understand anything his one of the best dream infact their one of the best dream is  crashed
He was recalling all those best times when they both used to imagine their kids nd their future but now there is nothing
Sajjad: bhai he took phone from his hold
Do: see abhi bhi 1%hope h aap log shivi ka dhyaan rakhiye nd agar shivi positive rahegi toh sab theek hojega
Sajj:doctor m mohsin bhai ka bhai hu kyaa hua h bhabhi ko
Do: their is nothing to worry its just that shivangi chances of becoming mother is very less nd ya dono ka dhyan rakhna
Sajj:ohkay
He cuts the call
Sajjad told same to family nd everyone knows how much both wants kid nd love kid ammi nd yashoda aunty was damn sad as both wanted to feel the beautiful feeling of becoming grandma
Both compose themselves nd goes to mohsin
Mohsin who was lost in his thoughts was brought up by ammi nd mumma
Yas: mohsin himmat nahi haarni aapki himmat se hi shivi ki himmat h
Am: haan kitne din se ussey yh baat pta h pr us bachi ne kisi ko nahi btaaya ek baar bhi akele hi sb sehti rahi
M: ammi mumma aap log btaaiye kya m shivi ke bharoshe ke kaabil nahi hu jo usne itni badi baat chupaai
Am: wo dar gayi thi beta nd tu jaanta toh h ussey apne se pehle humesha doosro ka sochti h aur ussey pta h tujhe bache kitne pasand h wo kis mooh se tujhe yh baat btaati teri khushi ke lie usne aisa kiyaa
Yas:galti h uski ki itne din baat chupaai pr agar ek aurat ke taraf se dekhe toh sahi kiya
Amm:haan bilkul aur tu bhi himmat kr aur jaa uske paas is time pr hum sb se jyaada ussey teri zarurat h
Mohsin nodded
Abb:khabardar ussey daanta toh
M:g abbu he goes in shivi room to see her laying on bed he locks the door nd goes to her nd backhugs her
Shivi who was crying got startled as moh tightly hugs her as in spooning her completely
M: bahoot bada aur samajhdar bachaa hogyaa h tu itni badi baat akele hi sehti rahi sb kuch ek baar apne moh ko btaaya bhi nahi
Sh: moh mai
M: moh haan jaanta hu superwoman h na ab dekhiyo har koi kahega shivi kitni great h he made her turn nd wipes her tears kyu kiyaa aisa kyuu aise socha ki mai tujhse breakup krlu tujhe kya lgta h mera pyaar sirf tere shareer se h kya hogyaa agr hum parents nahi ban sakte common shivi yh 2023 h itne ways hote h hum un ways ko try krlenge nd u know ektraf se acha hua jb tu act krti thi pain ka tb mujhe itna boora lgta tha nd agar tujhe real mein waise dekhta toh toh m acha h tujhe koi pain nahi hogaa
Sh: pr mujhe wo pain chahiye tha moh kyuu kiyaa allah ne yh kyuu mujh se meri life ka sbse bada pal kheench liyaa kya m ek achii maa nahi ban sktii kyuu huaa mere saath
Moh hugs her jaan bss chup hojaa nd kisne kaha tu achi maa nahi h blkii tu toh itni best mom banegi ki har koi tujhse training lene aaenge idhar dekh tu
She looks at him moh cups her face tu meri shivi h meri sheenu beta meri jaan mera bachaa tu sirf ek achi gf ya achi beti hi nahi tu ek bahoot achi maa bhi h maine dekha h hum sbne dekha h ki kaise bache tujhse attract ho jate h mikhu yaad h na jb usne hume pehli baar dekha the toh sbse pehle tere paas gyaa tha nd fir kisi aur paas jaa hi nahi raha tha jb bhii vansh aata h ya tu jaati h toh wo sb bhool jaata h kyuki uski sheenu bhua uske paas hoti h fir kaha se mera bby imperfect hua
Sh: fir kyuu kiyaa god ne aisa tu toh kitna khush tha nd tujhe babies kitne pasand h tune toh kya kya socha tha nd meri wjaah se wo saare dreams
M: kisne kaha teri wjaah se
Sh: toh aur kiski galti h
M: kya ptaa mai hi
Sh: g nahi i know nd even doctor ne bhi kaha h na ki mera uterus weak h
M: toh maine konsa test krwaaye
Sh:tujhe nahi jaroorat moh
M: kyuu kyaa ptaa mai bhi
But shivi kept her hand on his mouth
Tujhe kuch nahi h moh u are perfectly fine jo h mujhe hi
M: tujhe bhi kuch nahi huaa h bachaa kyaa huaa agar nahi feel kr sakte yh feeling hum may be hum itne lucky nahi h but hum sad nahi honge
Sh: tu kyuu chupaa raha h apne aansoo mujh se jyaada toh tu khush tha mujhe tease krta tha
M: let it be bachaa aur chal ab uth kuch khaa
Sh:man nahi h mera moh btaa na moh kyaa m itni khush kismat nahi hu har cheez ki khushi aadhi kyu aati h mujh pr jbse mikhu vansh dekhe h tbse dil mein bss ek hi baat aati thi ki humare apne babies honge toh hum yh krenge kyuu kiya god ne aisa kya wo humari khushi nahi dekh skte the
M: jaan he tightly hugs her nd shivi broke down completely her tears were not stopping the pain she hided for 5 days was now coming out
Mohsin let her cry because he can also feel the same pain but rn he would not broke down or else shivi may loose her control he was acting to be strong just for her
M: jaan bss hogyaa bahoot ro liyaa bahoot pain nikaal liya apna ab aur nahii
He broke the hug nd made her look into his eyes
Meri shivi bahoot strong h meri sherni h na fir nahi roegi ab tu bachaa he kissed on her forehead nd let his lips linger there for sometime he then kissed on her both cheeks nd peck on her lips
As shivi was not well so he didn't kissed her
Shivi looks at him while her eyes were still teary
Mov wipes her tears bss hogyaa ab mat bahaa in aansoo ko nd to lighten her mood acha waise jaan meri shirt kyu paai h
Shivi didn't say anything nd was just staring him
M: aaj kachaa khaa jaaegi kyaa bss ghoori jaa rahi h
Shivi again didn't say anything to him
M:jaan plzz chup mat reh teri chupi mujhe khaa rahi h kuch bol bachaa
Sh: tu mujhse pyaar krta h moh
M:jaan se jyaada bachaa
Sh:meri ek baat maanega
M: saari baat maanunga bol bachaa while wiping her tears
Sh: mujhe apna bana le moh aise nahi toh waise hi but mujhe ek women waali feel lene de ek aurat jo feel kr sakti h wo feeling mujhe lene de plzz moh aaj mana mat kriyoo plzz while her breath were heavy she was taking long breaths to calm herself
M: shh shh bunny h na tu meraa shaant hojaa just take deep breaths
But all went in pain as she was having problem while breathing
M: jaan wait he immediately gets up md calls doctor nd ask him to come soon
M:bss bss bachaa shaant hojaa mat ro jaan but still her breaths were not normal nd in no time she got unconscious
M:jaan he pats on her cheek but still no response he took water from side table to find it empty he runs out nd goes in kitchen
While family got worried seeing him panic
Sajj: bhai kyaa huaa but mohsin didn't listen him he quickly took glass nd goes to shivi
family to goes there nd saw shivi unconscious
Yash:mei bachii while ammi nd yashoda aunty tears were flowing non stop
Sajjad nd samarth somehow handle them
But mohsin was not in anybody control he was continuously calling doctor door bell rung he was going when sajjad gestures him he will go
Mohsin nodded doctor came and check her while everyone waits outside
Mohsin was getting impatient he was asking again and again about her
M:doctor btaaiye na kyaa huaa h shivi ko
Do: nothing to worry bss stress lene ki wjaah se nd its common aise news sunke akshar aise hi hota h dhyan rakhna dono ek doosre ka nd inhe bhooka mat rehne dena agr health achi rahegi toh sb acha rahega
Nd yh kuchhh medicenes h (giving him prescription) aur kal hospital aana h ek baar fir se checkup ke liye
Mohsin nods
Doc: so ab m chalta hu
Mohsin nods again he was not able to speak anything seeing shivi state he was not able to understand anything his mind was full
Doctor goes
Mohsin looks at shivi nd lays near her he carefully took her in his arms Nd kissed on her forehead
Rn he was neither complaining to god nor blaming him he was just so lost that he didn't spoke or think about anything his eyes were red due to tears which he was stopping so long he wants to cry loud nd broke down completely but he was stopping himself he doesn't wants to get weak
Shivi was unconscious from an hour nd he was just staring her nd holding her hand nd sometimes kissing them
Sajjad nd samarth too came to him but he assured them all will be fine nd they goes ammi sbbu were also tensed nd yashoda maa too but sajjad nd samarth handled them
Most broken was mohsin as he had not cried since he got to know about her health he was framing himself as strong but he was not at all
He felt shivi moving nd soon she got her senses back
M: jaan he tightly hugs her mera bachaa ab theek h tu he cups her face nd kissed on her forehead nd keeps his forehead on her
Sh: moh she was unable to speak as her lips got dried
Moh looks at her nd made her sit properly he gives her water to drink
M: yhe le bachaa
Sh: um nahi
M: no thoda sa bss he made her drink some water
Sh: moh tu
M: abhi piyaa tha maine tu pee
Shivi finished the water nd gave the glass back to mohsin
Shivi holds his hand
M:jaan kyaa khaaegi
Sh:kuch nahin
M:no aisa nahi chalega kuch khaana pdega healthy kaise rahega mera bachaa fir
Sh:man nahii h moh
M:aise kaise ab tu kuch nahi khaaegi toh baaki sb bhi nahi khaaenge fir kuch
Sh: plzz moh bilkul man nahi h
M: no bachaa thoda jabardasti krni padegi pr kuch khilaana h tujhe medicenes bhi khaani h
Sh: medicene konsi
M: abhi jb tu behosh hui tb doctor ne di nd sajju leke aaya
Sh: moh wo mai jo keh rahi thi ki she stops in between
M: I understand u bby jaanta hu tujhe nd samajhta hu he cups her face bahoot pyaar krta hu aur jo tu kahegi wo hi krungaa but pehle kuch khaale
Sh: tu boora nahi maana ki maine aise
M: nahi bachaa shaayd agr aaj mai teri jagaah hota toh mai bhi yahi krtaa he kissed on her forehead
Nd cheeks meri shivi aise weak nahi haste hue achi lgti h toh meri shivi ki smile kahaa h
Shivi fakely smile
M: abhi fake smile se kaam chala raha hu but jldii hi mujhee real smile chahiye
Sh: moh tu itna strong kyu ban raha h tu toh chahta tha na ki humara bby aur ab tu
M: bachaa he hugs her life mein up down aate rehte hai nd yh ek down stage h but issey hum jldii hi pass krenge nd u know na doctor ne kya kaha hai ki agr hum tera dhyaan rakhenge toh health achi rahegi nd agr health achi rahegii toh mera bby poore tareeke se theek hogaa
Sh: pakka moh yh jo mujhe huaa h wo clear hojegaa i mean jo mujhe huaa h wo permanent nahi h
M: life mein kuch bhi permanent nahi hotaa bachaa
Sh: pakka
M: yes bby nd bhagwaan humse humari zindagi ki sbse badi khushi aise nahi cheen skte unhe ptaa h ki hume babies kitne pasand h aise nahi wo hume na khush rakhenge
Sh: moh
M: haan moh ki jaan
Sh: mujhse apne emotions kyu hide kr raha h
M: kaha bachaa kuch bhii
Sh:tu itna strong nahi h moh i know u jaanti hu tujhe tu naaraaz h na mujhse ki maine chupaayaa tujhse tu naaraz mat reh na moh
M: naaraaz nahi hu bachaa haan pehle thaa pr ab nahii haan rona chahta hu bahoot jyaada ladna chahta hu bhagwaan g se saare bhagwaan se ki kyuu humari khushiyaa cheen lete h apni kismat itni boori kyuu hai
Sh: moh she hugs him ro jitna rona chahta h i know mai nahi dekh sktii hu tujhe rote hue but plzz aise apne emotions hide krega toh bimaar hojegaa aise nahi chalegaa moh plzz hide mat kr apne emotions mujhse
Mohsin didn't say anything he was just hugging her feeling her
Shivi let him do whatever he was soon she felt him crying nd she wants him to cry as much as he can because if he will hide his emotion then he can get ill
Shivi too cries both souls were finding answers that why godd took their happiness away from them
Nd screen gets blurry as both were lost in finding answers nd were hoping that his answer will be positive

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