im terrified that one day you will realize that you don't love me anymore or im too much. im scared that you are going to find someone better.
but what scares me the most is the day you realize im the person that everyone told you i was. the one you choose to believe didn't existed.
i warned you.
so why did you ignore it?
why did you stay?
when is it over? it runs through my mind constantly. jm not ready for this to be over i never will be. the day you realize you deserved better that you wasted your time will break me.
but i will happy for you because if you are hurting and im the reason for your pain i won't be able to live with myself.
but at the same time losing you will break me for good this time.
so please don't leave.
YOU ARE READING
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Randomjust venting bc i hate bothering people and i really need to stop texting someone about it bc its always them and im aggravating. read if u want ig. some chapters are things i wanna say but will never have the courage
