†~†Nimona Oneshots†~†

†~†Father and Daughter issues?†~†💙

TW: possible mention of and eating disorders and Panic attacks!!
If you are not comfortable with these topics please remove yourself from reading<3

Nimona POV:
I was asleep on the couch sleeping as a cat, my dreams are kinda weird it's all just black and my thoughts, I don't like have normal dreams but everytime I slept I kept seeing how Boss was yelling at me about the scroll thingy he found that showed I was a "monster" which just makes me to start to panic like I start breathing heavily and feel weak and that's wakes me up so I haven't gotten a good sleep in a bit....
As I was having the same dream about that scene...I felt someone just tap my shoulder and then shake me to try and wake me up...after a bit I finally woke up...

Ballister POV:
"Wake up Nimona.." I said shaking Nimona softly
"𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎..." Nimona said tiredly
"Ah, good morning Nimona, glad you finally woke up! What would you like for breakfast?" I said letting go of Nimona and stop shaking her, I walked over to the kitchen
"𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚘𝚜𝚜-" Nimona said still laying down on the couch
"You sure? You can cook if you want. It doesn't have to be me making your food" I said with slight concern since I haven't seen Nimona eat anything since she came back from being "dead"
"𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑 𝙸'𝚖 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢" Nimona said sitting up from the couch and shapeshifting to her normal form
"....hey Nimona? I wanted to ask something..." I said looking over at Nimona
"While you were sleeping you looked like you were having struggle breathing...are you alright?"
"....𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑 𝙸'𝚖 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚜𝚜" Nimona said getting up from the couch almost falling but doesn't fall
"...if you say so..." I said not really believing that...

Nimona POV:
I was breathing heavily while I was sleeping? Great now Boss questioned that...
I do feel hungry...should I eat but if I eat then that weird feeling will return...can I even tell Boss about that...would he be mad if I do?
"...Nimona!" Boss said loudly so I looked at him...I think I was zoned out but I'm not sure...
"𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑?" I said looking over at Boss
"I have to go out for a bit, I'll be back later around 8pm at the latest"
"𝙰𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝...𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐?"
"I have to run some errands..I should probably get going now, you'll be fine alone right?" Boss said looking at me with concern
"𝚈𝚎𝚜 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚜𝚜" i said sounding bored by his words
"Alright then I'll see you later Nimona" Boss said before leaving...

TIMESKIP TO A FEW HOURS LATER (Time like 7:40 pm)
I say on the kitchen floor debating whether to eat or not...I kept zoning out but every time I do I can just hear Boss yelling at me...
Why was him yelling at me painful to me, so many people yelled at me before and his yelling is the only one that affected me like this...
I started zoning out again but this time it was just everyone calling me a monster and Boss's words when he was yelling at me...
For some reason I started breathing heavily,my vision felt blurry,I felt weak...why? Why did this happen
I closed my eyes because the blurry vision started to hurt my eyes so I just sat on the kitchen floor breathing heavily with my eyes closed, I didn't feel the strength to get up or anything
So I just sat there..... waiting for whatever this is to stop....
A few minutes go by (Time:7:50pm)
It didn't stop or anything just got worse and worse and I couldn't do anything...I had to sit there and wait for myself to calm down...
Another few minutes go by...(time:7:59pm)
I just sat there breathing heavily, it could probably be heard if someone was here....
I slowly moved my hands to cover my ears trying to block out any noises...and then...
I felt someone in front of me...they put my headphones on with one of the songs I listened to....it managed to block out all the sounds I suppose...
After a few minutes I finally opened my eyes and saw Boss...he looked concerned and worried, maybe he knows what that was?
"𝙱𝚘𝚜𝚜?.." I said my voice sounded so quiet and painful?
"Nimona." Boss said he sounded concerned and worried
"𝙱𝚘𝚜𝚜 𝚍𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜?" I asked him because I didn't understand...
"If you are talking about what happened to you like the heavy breathing and stuff, I'm assuming a panic attack..." He said before lifting me up and carrying me to the couch
"Nimona just rest here for now... I'll make you something to eat when you wake up alright?" He said placing me down on the couch
"𝙰𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝙱𝚘𝚜𝚜, 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚏𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚘𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚞𝚙?" I said sounding a bit excited over breakfast tacos
"Heh sure Mona" he said before ruffling my hair
I laid down and eventually drifted off to sleep
While I was sleeping Boss was sitting on the couch where my body wasn't taking up space, and just was trying to figure out what could've led to that

(𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃'𝚂 𝙸𝚃 𝙱𝙴𝙲𝙰𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝙸 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙴)