Loving Her

Part Nineteen

Liv's POV :

I woke up and looked down seeing Rhea is still sleeping on top of me. The last thing i remember is when she kisses my cheek. I played with her hair slowly. I'm just so sad that she has to go through this. But the thing is, I'm with her. I don't let her suffer alone because I'll be with her. The door cracked open, and i looked at the door quickly, and my eyes widened. Damn if someone see us like that, they probably think about bad things. When i say someone, i mean Bayley. "Hey, shorty-cutie." Bayley walked in, and i guessed right. I rolled my eyes, but i didn't move. She finally set her eyes on me and raised her eyebrows, and held her hands in the air. "Whoa, a lot of dirty things happened last night, didn't it ?" She said, smiling. I held my finger out of her, "First of all, nothing happened. And secondly, why didn't you knock ?" I said in a low voice, and she chuckled a bit. "You're my little sister, and i had to check on you. To be sure you are ok and not sad." She smiled, and i rolled my eyes. I smiled even though i didn't want to, "Yes, you are my big sister, and thank you for thinking about me." I smiled, and Rhea moved a little, and i looked down at her then back at Bayley, and she nodded, "So when are you guys leaving ?" She pointed at me and Rhea. "I don't know, i want Rhea to rest. She is tired." I sighed and looked at her. The way she is sleeping is so peaceful, and you can see the tiredness on her face. "Ok, and maybe you can wake her up, and she can sleep in the bus if she wanted." She said i nodded. "Yeah, i will probably do that." I smiled, and she smiled back, leaving the room.
"Hey, wakey wakey." I said on top of her head. She groaned on my chest, and i laughed, "Come on, we are going to be late." I said, and she moved her head up, man she is so damn cute. Her very messy hair with her eyes barely open. That face made me giggle. "Do we really have to leave ?" She asked, putting her head down. I started playing with her hair again, "yyeeaaapppp, we do." I said smiling, she breathed out. "This shit is just so Fucking rIDICulOUs." She get up on me quickly and raising her voice i laughed at her and she went to bathroom.

After a few minutes, she came out, "Im gonna take a shower then packing." She sighed, taking her phone on the bedside table. She looks so tired, like she needs to rest for a few more days to be normal again. "'K then," I said quickly and got up on the bed.

Rhea's POV :

I don't want to feel like that, tired and sad. I'm trying to be happy, but i just can't. The only thing that makes me to be strong and happy is Liv. That's the truth. I'm really happy with her now, and I'm happy she is with me and here to help me. I finished packing and got out of my room. "Hey, Rhea." Nikki came to me. "Hi, Nikki, how are you ?" I managed to smile. "I'm good and you ?" She asked, and of course, the answer will be, "I'm great." I said, and we walked down the corridor and talked about things. I reached Liv's doorway, "It was great talking to you, Nikki." I said and stood there. "Same here, Rhea." She smiled, walking away. I knocked at the door and leaned my shoulder to the wall next to the door. The door opened. Liv came out with a smile, "Let's go." She said, and i just gave her a nod with a smile.

I'm getting bored of this road. It's been two hours we have been driving. The shity part is i can't sleep. I sighed out and put my head on Liv's shoulder while holding my carrying bag in my arms. "Why don't you sleep, dude." She said,
"I can't sleep, I'm tired of everything. Like literally everything." I told her the things i feel. She is like surprised, because we never share our feelings that much. Just a few short times. She took my hand on top of the bag. "Why are you tired ?" She says softly, "I'm tired because i have been holding things in my head for so long." I said to her, and she rubbed her thumb on my hand. "Well, you should be talking about it with someone who you trust and don't judge you." She says. "And that's why I'm telling you how i feel." I say, looking up at her, and she had a smile. "You can tell me all things, and i will listen to you happily." She smiled, titling her head to side. "Do you think i did a wrong thing by sleeping with girls ?" I asked her, and her smile faded into a serious look. "Look, Rhea, it was your choice. Did you feel right when you made that choice ?" Liv asked me. I looked away, "I-I, i don't know. I was drunk." I stuttered at the words and looked back. "What about after you get back to yourself ?" She questioned and bent down her eyebrows a little. "i didn't feel wrong for what i did. I guess i liked it..." I smiled a bit and looked down then up to her, seeing her smiling like a beautiful angel. "See, you feel right, so don't let them make you feel wrong and feel guilty." She gave me a nod, and i smiled at her she placed a kiss on my cheek just like after the match, she kissed me on cheek in backstage when we had an interview. She put her head down on my shoulder and wrapped her arms around my arm, i rested my head on hers and shut my eyes.