My savior (polly gray x oc) (On Hold)

The burial

(Tw: funeral, burial,guns)

(Alison's pov)

We all got into the car as I drove behind the car with my father in it a quiet song playing on My radio
When I get where I'm going (by brad Paisley and Dolly Parton)

I listened to the soft song not noticing the tears falling from my eyes
Polly looked over at me and arthur placed a hand on my shoulder from behind me Tommy and arthur gave each other a look

More tears fell from my eyes as cars stopped as we passed them

Just as The sad song ended we reached the cemetery wiping my eyes quickly and some of my most loyal men got my father's casket

Polly arthur and Tommy got out arthur opened my door

"Thank you" I gave him a small smile before it disappeared just as fast as it appeared as I got out of the car

My mother placed her self grown flowers on the black casket this is my final goodbye I thought to myself

After my mother said her last goodbyes holding my baby sister

Katie will never get to know her father she'll never make great memories with him because he's dead and it's my fault. Celeste held my mother as she sobbed Into her shoulder

"Daddy I'm so so so fucking sorry and I hope you'll forgive me eventually but right now I deserve all the pain to ever happen to me and I can't.... I can't do this without you......good....goodbye Daddy"I frowned turning around to face my men nodding at them after my mother put the earmuffs on Katie gun shots rang into the air and then my father was sent into the ground as a man began throwing the dirt back into the hole that was made 6 feet deep

(Three hours later everyone left except for me Polly tommy and arthur)

My mother just left and I sat beside my father's tombstone taking in a breath

"You guys can go to the car I'll be there in a minute" they nodded and left towards the car leaving me to have a minute

"Okay listen I don't know if you can hear me but I'm sorry and if I had it my way it would've been me not you dad anyone but you it's all my fault Daddy how can you forgive me and how will I ever forgive myself"I whispered into a small sob and as soon as the sob left my lips it began raining I loved the rain and my father knew it but how could it have been him? I looked up to the sky letting rain drops fall onto my face mixing with my tears my sobs got louder after a few minutes I stood up knowing I had my Friends in the car I walked to the car opening my door getting in and starting it

"Everything will be alright il mia piccole oscuro"Tommy spoke softly patting my shoulder as I drove down the hill away from the cemetery

"I know"I whispered turning up the music the song playing now was whiskey lullaby (by brad Paisley and Alison krauss)

"What the fucks up with the radio it's like they know someones dead now damnit" I spoke in a bit of a angry tone hitting the steering wheel

But the song was right about one thing no one would Ever know how much she blamed herself

Soon they arrived home getting out of the car I opened pollys door helping her down before closing the door

I walked towards the front door and unlocked it everyone walking in behind me arthur closing the door

I brought some whiskey front the kitchen with four glasses

"Would you three like some?" I asked sitting the glasses down

"Yes please" they all spoke as I began pouring the whiskey into the glasses

We all sat down with our glasses in hand I downed my pretty quickly

Before pouring more into my glass downing it again then repeating the process until tommy took the bottle

"Alison stop your drinking a glass like its a shot slow down a little"arthur said

"Don't you three have packing to do?" I asked

"Yes but your coming to my room for now so you don't do something stupid"polly spoke giving Tommy Arthur a nod before dragging me with her upstairs once we got into her room we heard tommy and arthurs room doors close

"Sit"Polly pointed to her bed

"I'm not a fucking dog Polly"I spat

"No?, well I fooking said sit so sit your ass down"she spat back

"Go fuck yourself"I rolled my eyes

"Only if you watch" she smirked as my eyes widened

"I'm leaving"I said quick

"I don't think so"she said pushing me way from the door with a smirk

(A/n: sorry this is so short I've had a long day and I'm exhausted I'll try to write another chapter tomorrow hopefully longer)