𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐝 | 𝐣. 𝐇𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐤

ＰＲＯ - ＬＯＧＵＥ ;

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His reflections of misery led him to a unwonted aspect of life. He reached a point in his entity where the momentary became nothing. Sex, drugs, money didn't faze him anymore. He Psyche, palpably and perceptibly thirst for so much more then what he had possessions of, supplicating in hope to attain his strongest desire.

Deeply lost in his thoughts Jung Hoseok reclined in silence, A blunt nestled between his lips he took a pull. Adrift in the recesses of his mind, the burden of stress that weighed him became insufferable. Entangled in the multifaceted threads of life demands, it was impossible to overlook.

Hoseok clenched his jaw before sitting his leftovers in the confines of the ashtray. He casually swept his tongue across his lips, averting his low eyes to the phone that vibrated, Hoseok lazily extended his arm towards the device, nonchalantly retrieving it,
bringing it to his ear after answering.

"Hello?"

"Jay? Man, where the fuck you been? Ive been
texting you, calling and not one have you responded
to on top of that you skipped the fucking studio session. The fuck is the problem?" Frustration was evident in his tone

"What you called for?" Hoseok questioned,
anger saturating his demeanor

"Fuck you mean why I called? I'm wondering
what the fuck going on with you. Lately You acting
a bitch, I peeped on it and didn't say much but now
you blowing mine. I get you got shit weighing your
mind 100 percent, but Jay that ain't no excuse
for you to be acting all different and shit."

There wasn't much Hoseok could truly say ; all he could do was scuff attempting to shrug off his feelings, Hoseok was an open book, his concealed sentiments unveiled even when he preferred to
bottle them. Hoseok was know to reticence when it regarded his emotions, that is why he often felt solace when smoking a blunt using it as his method of healing, However, it wasn't even the about the drug;
an unspoken craving lingered in his life, seemingly unutterable, A desire he yearned for but struggled
to articulate.

"Jay."

Hoseok sighed "I received a call seems Han Gyeol's back in the hospital they been non stop blowing my fucking phone about the medical bills since yesterday.
'Jack in the box' initially my plan was to release
it in October but considering the circumstances contemplating the release has me pondering a potential extension. I'm trynna find solutions to everything but with all of this shit happening
I'm tired Jimin, in all honesty." Hoseok admitted

"Still can't believe that bitch has the nerve to still call you for shit." Jimin mumbled under his breath

"Take it easy Jay, I mean it. Ain't shit sounding sweet on your end, You and I know Han Gyeol is one fucked up ass individual with many issues he has to resolve
on his own. Don't stress shit that's not worth stressing, and know that on my end imma always hold shit down for you." Sincerity and unwavering support resonated in his best friend's words