Awakening

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 A few spoken words,

That's all it took

To change the way I look

At my woven curse


Mind awakening,

My life shrouded in a lie

With a sigh, I now confide,

I'm not who I had believed


It all felt surreal,

I became numb

To my feelings,

Realizing they bring me nothing but pain


No more care left,

All I am is ruthless,

People might not understand

That they have to live life on their own terms


Lost, yet no longer will I hide

In hues of false pretense,

Losing the will to survive

In such an enigmatic world


Nothing hurts me anymore,

I know my worth

The need to please everyone

Is long gone


Why am I expected to be perfect?

When you yourself are not?

I'm far from it,

I'm only human after all


Call me disrespectful,

And rebellious all you want

No strings attached as,

I'm free from your cruel hands


I finally realize

This is my life,

No matter who you are,

You don't control me


I will be selfish,

If it means being happy

And not feeling useless,

For once in my life


I start to feel like myself

After being shrouded in the shadows for long,

I am no longer tethered,

And am ready to face the world now

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