My shitty poetry diary

Im just a teenage girl

I realize that I'm just a teenage girl.
I realize that nothing is gonna last and I'm gonna make memories that haunt me when I think of my past,
Or maybe they'll make me laugh.
I'm gonna drink and cry.
I'm gonna pierce parts of my body with sterling silver just for the thrill of it.
My heart is gonna break,
And those will always cause a stomach ache.
I'm gonna hate and envy the reflection staring back at me.
I'll probably go crazy and rage.
I might skip a chapter or rip a page.
After all, they say these are my most formative years.
Although, I wish I knew that a mistake or two ago.