To Catch A Dream

Chapter 7: The Past

Willow POV

I sat in the passenger seat of jax's truck in the teller morrow parking lot just sitting in silence. i have no idea what jax must be feeling right now. Jax had the manuscript in his lap and is staring at it, he had no idea it even existed. i could tell this was important for him and how attached he already was too it by the way he immediately engrossed in it.

This is a huge part of his life and his father just dropped something big on his lap. i kinda know how he feels i guess i mean i just found out my father has been near me the whole time when i thought he moved away and left me and my mom, i don't know what to think right now everything is slowly tumbling down slowly.

I look throught the parking lot looking for gemmas car and i didn't see it, thankfully. I looked back at jax and notice his hands gripping the steering wheel tightly and then i see the envelope again " Are you ok jax" i asked in a quiet voice i hear him sigh a little " yeah, I'm Fine" jax breathed out staring at the envelope

He snaps out of his deep thought when one of the guys banged on the back of the car i jumped a little bit, " Let's go jackie boy we got chruch" chibbs hollered moving his hand toward the MC building. jax nodded his head as chibbs walks towards the building.

" I need you to do me a favor" jax said touching me slightly i nodded my head slightly " yeah anything what do you need" i whispered to him studying his expression, it was unreadable " i need you to hang on to this for me. don't tell anyone we found it either i want to know what the hell it is before i show it to anyone i really need this to stay inbetween us please just for a little bit until i figure out what the hell it is." jax said still touching me

he kept eye contact with me the whole time showing me how serious this was " jax, i won't tell anyone you can trust me ok " i responed and put my hand on his hand and squeezed it. He nodded his head and handed me the package of papers. i held it to my chest so no one could tell what it was.

" i do trust you for some reason I don't know why but i do" jax said finally letting go of my arm but when he did i missed his touch " I'll hide it in my car until i can take it home no one will know i have it" i reassured him jax nodded his head and got out of the truck and i followed. the sun beat downed at us as sson as we steped out of the truck

I met him at the back of the truck while he lit a cigarette i looked over the MC building and just got lost thinking. " I'll catch up with you later thank you" jax whispered i looked at him when i seen him keaning in and kissing me on my cheek. my heart felt like it would explode " i'm sorry for breaking down earlier i'm just going crazie with Garrett being my dad" i relpyed with a disgusted face.

He pulled away from kissing my cheek jax chuckled and lowered his head glancing at me " don't worry about it i know it can be hard but if you ever want to talk or throw more shit at someone i am always here" jax says with a smirk on his face and i just laugh a little i look at the ground

when i look back up i look over to jax and see he is already staring at me with a smile on my face " what" i ask looking at him with a small smile " nothing" jax replyed and looked away this has been one of the wrost twenty four hours but with jax it feels like everything disappear.

" thank you" i mouthed as he slowly backed away from me slowly he winked at me with that smirk still on his face and i can't help but blush as he turned on his heels and walked to the clubhouse. I walk to my car and place the manuscript in a bag i have in the back of my car.

I walk to the office and relieved half-sac of office duty and took a seat in the chair i wanted to know more about the club so i did a internet search of the guys it turns out that all of them have been arrested before. then i got to garretts name and i looked him up.

my phone rang while i searched up garretts name i started reaching for it while i read about his arrest, my phone continued to ring until i picked it up " hello this is teller-morrow automotive..." i said into the phone still reading about garrett " yah i know sweetheart this is gemma i've been trying to reach jax but he's not answering his goddanmm phone" gemma yelled into the phone

i looked into the garage and saw some of the guys working but i didn't see jax anywhere " i don't knkow he's not in the garage he must be in the clubhouse" i tell her while i start to stand up " well get you skinny ass up and get in the clubhouse and give him the danm phone his junkie ex wife wendy is on her way to st. thomas" gemma growled into the phone

" oh my god is she ok?" i ask as i jog a little to make it to the clubhouse fast " who knows stupid bitch probally overdose on something" gemma told me as i push open the clubhouse doors. as i walked inside i see a few girls sipping on some beers i mentally gag they wore skimpy clothes that showed everything

A tall blonde girl smirked at me and turned and looked at some of the other girls and pointed at me and laughed, i flipped them off " i don't see jax anywhere just some blonde bitches" i say loud enough to hear me " tell those croweater whores to get back to the pole check the chapel they are probally in there" gemma hissed in the phone i hear the sirens of the ambulance though the phone.

i ignore the first part of what she said and walked over to big doors and opened them, a group of men stared at me back i looked at jax and only jax trying to ignore all of them staring at me " what the hell are you doing in here" a big guy asked sitting at the head of the table snapped harshly

i look at him and i look back to jax " easy clay" jax shot out looking at me his eyes softing a little " what is it darling" he says witha gentle voice " gemmas been trying to reach you apparently wendy is on her way to st thomas you need to get there" i said keeping eye contact with him only

" jesus christ" jax hissed as he stands up and walking over to me i hold the phone out for him to take as he came out so did the rest of them jax hung up the phone and tossed it on the pool table that is in the middle of the room "your new who the hell are you" the tall girl from earlier started talking to me the one i flipped off

" i saw you with jax earlier sweetheart just so you know he's not into little bitches with sticks up there asses" is she serious right now i look at her smile at her " sweetheart i took the stick out a long time ago but i guess you can't say the same" i tell her i take a step closer to her " guess thats why he's not interested in you right" i take step back and watch as her face goes red from all of the anger

she took a step towards me and i was getting ready to fight the bitch if it wasn't for jax getting inbetween us i saw jax give her a glare while i felt his hand go on my waist he turns to me "come on i need you with me " he days with gental voice pulling me with him his hand still on my waist

" i didn't need you to save me " i hissed at him as he dragged me with him " darling i wasn't saving you i was making sure you wasn't going to kill her " jax grinned making me roll my eyes at him " i might be small but i can beat someones ass if needed " i tell him i take a step closer to him with a smile on my face

" remeber that jackson" i told him patting his chest i hear the rest of the guys laughing and seen jax tilt his head down where he can see my eyes and smirked "looks like we got a fireball on our hands boys " chibbs yelled out to the rest of the guys causing all of the guys to look at me and nod there head

i felt someone put an arm around me " you know i've been trying to come up with a nickname for you and i think i found one " tig says i look up at him " oh ya what's that" i ask him witha smile on my face " fireball" tig says cheerfully i shoved him away playfully as he went to get on his bike.

i looked away from tig and looked at jax gesturing for me to come over to his bike " what the hell was that back there" he ask pointing at the club house he laughed a little. i shrugged my sholders " just making friends.." i say with smile on my face he nodded his head as he put his ridding gloves on his hands

I watch him while he does and i put my hand on his arm " i hope your son is ok" i tell him as i let my hand fall from his arm as i turn around to go back to the office i felt him grab my hand and spin me around " i ment what i said i need you with me " he says

i didn't even think i nodded my head and that was the sign he needed so he put his helment on my head and buckled it as i got on the back of bike, wrapping my arms around him and driving out of the parking lot.

I hope you guys like this chapter i am going to try and get another chapter out today. if you guys have any suggestions i would love to hear them.