I spoke against what he wanted countless times•
He asked every day•
He knew the answer would be the same but he still asked•
"Why won't you let me kiss you"•
"Please can you kiss me"•
I simply wasn't ready•
I didn't want to•
It wasn't like I didn't love him because I did•
But when he kept persisting on this topic•
I gave in•
I had to•
I felt like he wouldn't love me anymore if I kept saying no•
So I let him•
I let him kiss me•
It was fine•
I guess•
But he took that as an invitation to kiss me whenever•
Whenever he felt like it•
In public•
In private•
Any chance he got•
Until one day•
He did something•
Something that I don't think will ever leave my memory•
He apologised after•
I told him it wasn't okay•
It wasn't•
He didn't listen•
He should've listened•
