Underneath His Breath

Needle

(i can relate to the song🙈)

i woke up looking around i looked over to my side seeing bill holding my hand i pulled away gently not wanting to wake him up i looked at the clock it was 4:12 am

i got off the bed going over to the bathroom i opened the bathroom door i looked at myself in the mirror i loved my blond highlight streaks in my long straight brown hair i played with my hair tingling my fingers in my hair then the air in the hospital was cold like if your eating big piece ice without taking it out of your mouth i looked around in the bathroom pretty basic but kinda fancy i suppose.

i walked out of the bathroom seeing that bill is gone i letted out a sigh but a thought popped up in my mind i remembered him being gentle kind "Wait wait its probably not true." i thought to myself i went over to the window it looked like we were on the 4th floor seeing tokyo lights flashing the big screens on buildings with ads i turned around for some reason i wanted to know where bill was i went though the room door outside in the hallway now i seen stairs i looked down them and seeing georg, gustav with tom.

tom noticed someone watching him and looked up seeing me looking down at them i quickly hid from his sight then i walked down the hallway the hospital lights were like they could shut off at any second the lights looked yellow but white at the same time i continued to walk down the hallway looking for a exit and where bill was i felt someone was behind me i turned around i seen bill walking out of a nurses office i hid behind the corner then i looked back over again he was gone now i walked over to that nurses office seeing that nurse half naked i was disgusted i quickly looked away the nurses hair was blond, her hair in a ponytail i continued to walk around in the hallway then i found my room i went inside of it shutting the door behind me i seen bill sitting next to the bed  i walked over to the bed and sat down on one of the chairs

"Where were you?" bill asked in a serious tone

"thats none of your business." i said

"Yeah yeah whatever." he groaned annoyed
i rolled my eyes then i noticed a lipstick mark on his neck i gave him a disgusted child look

"What?" he said looking at me

"Mph. Nothing." i said
i looked away from him i was sitting on the other side of him i couldn't sleep anymore then a the same nurse walked in with a needle behind her hiding it from bill

"Please leave Mr. kaulitz." she said trying to flirt with him
he nodded and standed up walking out of the room and shutted the door behind him.

the nurse came closer to me holding a needle she grabbed my wrist

"Bills mine." she growled

my eyes widen "What?, you can have him."

"its fine. you won't see him anymore after i put this needle into your wrist." she smiled i backed away a step

"Nuh uh." i said

"Yuh uh." she said back annoyed

i kicked her chest and i grabbed the needle putting it in her wrist she screamed it hurted my ears then her mouth started to foam up i seen bill rush in he looked down at me with the needle in my hand holding her wrist he just smirked i rolled my eyes then i got up and threw the needle away i letted out a sigh that was close..

bill was behind me i turned around looking up at him he placed a kiss on my head i moved away from him i went over to the window it was raining but in the morning still it was now 5:38am then i heard bill saying "We need to go now anne." he said

"Ugh.. Fine." i groaned then i turned around i walked out of the room i went a nurses office they took off the hospital dress thingy and gave me my clothes i putted them on quickly then i met bill outside of that office i followed him out to the car i got in the backseat i didn't know to be near him he got in the driver seat and started the engine taking off to his house almost likely i looked out the window watching the raindrops on the window then i thought about what would of happened if she putted that needle in my wrist. then i heard the engine turn off i seen that we were at his house i got out walking inside of the house bring me back to that one dream i had.

i seen sopfia chilling in the kitchen i went over to her hugging her i missed her then i felt like i had to throw up i went to the bathroom i locked the door and i started to throw up in the toilet i moved my hair out of my face after i got done throwing up i washed off my face in the sink then i looked at myself again then i felt soft kisses on my lips but no ones was kissing me then a picture popped up in my mind it was bill between my legs i got disgusted then i quickly went out of the bathroom i seen bill waiting for me with a bag in his hand

"Here, since you said your scared to have one check." bill said handing me the bag i looked inside and seen a pregnancy test then i looked at him "Uhm.." i said then i went back in the bathroom i took the test

then i looked at it to see the results

(I write alot in this kinda 😍?)