The Girl in Yellow | SB19 Ken Fanfiction

Happy Pill

SB19 is currently on an international tour once again and it's only been two months after their last out-of-the country performance.

"Nasa Santa Monica na sila. Bukas pa ng morning dito sa Pinas masstream yung mga vids ng mga pupunta ng concert nila don. Ano ba yan ang tagal nilang umuwi" (They're in California now. So their concert will be streamed by tomorrow morning here in the Philippines. Why can't they come home already?) Kisha complains about missing Ken too much.

"Kaka-land palang nila sa Cali. Pag tour-in mo naman sila" (But they just landed in Cali. Let them enjoy themselves on a tour) You said in a laughy voice.

"E ano namang balita sa mystery guy mo? Kala ko ba loyal tayo sa mahalima?" (So what's the update about that mystery guy of yours? I thought we're loyal for SB19 here?) Kisha bites on your burger without permission.

You two are just hanging around at McDonald's.

"Ayun. Night shift na daw sya sa work eh. Kaya starting yesterday hanggang end of this month, night time daw sya available makausap. Matutulog daw sya sa umaga as much as he needs" (He said his work schedule changed to night shift. That's why starting yesterday until the end of the month, he could only talk to me at night time so he could sleep the daytime away) You can talk about uzui.tengen171711 comfortably now with Kisha.

At first, Kisha was weirded out about this whole situationship you have with an almost anonymous person. But she eventually got a hang of it.

"Mm. Red flag agad yan ah. Baka may babae or asawa yan kaya may schedule yung usap nyo" (Mm. That's already a red flag. He must be married or in a relationship that's why he's put up a communicating schedule) Kisha dips her fries on her sundae after swallowing the food in her mouth.

"Di ko naman sya boyfriend! Tyaka alam mo naman na kung hindi si Pablo, hindi nalang ako magjojowa!" (It's not like he's already my boyfriend! And I've told you... if it's not with Pablo, I won't get myself into a relationship) You profess your shameless delusions about Pablo, not caring about everyone that might hear you.

"Ganyan! Kung magpapaka tanga ka nanaman, dun na sa worth it" (That's the spirit! If you're gonna be stupidly in love again, it should be with a worthy man) Kisha backs you up, giggling.

"Promise. Ayoko na maging tanga. Last na yung ten months ago kay Ian" (I already promised myself that I won't fall for cheaters again after ten months ago. Ian is gonna be the last toxic man who came into my life) You took a sip on your coke float with a straw while waiting for Kisha's reaction.

"Dapat lang! Baka pag naulit pa yun, next time na maisugod ka ulit sa emergency room for sleeping pill overdose, patayin na talaga kita pag namatay ka" (As you should, miss ma'am! If that happens again, I swear if you get rushed to the emergency room for sleeping pill overdose again, I'll kill you if you die) Kisha always hate it when she gets reminded of the time you almost killed yourself.

So you've been trying to make it up to her by being the happiest person now "Gaga hindi ako mamamatay naka Immortality na ko! Kumpleto na item ko! Naka tank build na to!" (Bish I can't die I've already equipped an Immortality item. I've completed a tank build now)

Kisha laughs at your MLBB mobile game reference. Kisha went through the worst during the self-harm moments of your life. And you vowed not to hurt her like that ever again.

You're glad that you overcame depression by using comedy, positivity and humor as your new shield from the world's harshness.

"E ano bang plano mo kasi dyan kay anon account na yan? Bat ba ine-entertain mo pa?" (What do you really want from that anon account anyway? Why do you keep entertaining it?) Kisha can't help being curious about your talking stage life with a fake account from time to time.