Broken Dream [ Kim Seokjin X Reader )

part 1

Yn Pov

Ym: yn wake it's getting late ..ready for school wake up

No answer

Ym: fast!! (yelling)

Skip 1 hours

Now in school

Yn: i am the first in class who came early (emotionless she talk )

[ little about her in school what happened daily no one talk with her until they went help from her.. Yn had no freind in school but in online she had 2 freind who are help her when she sad and depressed ]

Now back to the story

Kim jia is her bench patner she is new student but now she is old

Jia : hey yn do you complete the yesterday homework? {she ask in rudely voice)

Yn Pov

What will i said yes or no ..let's say no she only use you yn

Yn :no i didn't did my homework yesterday

Jia : liar!! You are nerd.. I'm asking you politely so give me your homework ( evil smirk)

Yn: ye..s i.. W...will.. Gi.. Give you (fairly hesitating)

Jia : now get lost (annoyly she told her)
Yn: hmm (she himmed in response)

Jennie : hi jia

Jia : hi.. Why are you absent for 3 days

Jennie :i am not well that's why ( she give smile to jia and totally ignored yn)

Yn pov

I think I'm really bad person that's why no one talk to me they only use i hate myself,this school made me to feel lonely, and my society give me to hate my gender and my parents give only fucking physically and mentally abuse me well god did you prepare my live like this??? Well in my future I'm happy or not

1 period

Teacher : good morning class

All students : good morning teacher
Teacher : well I hope you will do homework if you didn't then ready for punishment

Jia : teacher here this (she giving her homework to teachers )

Teacher : yn where is your homework ( teacher smile to her and said)

Yn : jia give my notebook (she coldly said to her)

Jia : ya ye I am didn't eat you homework do not winning like little girl.. Why you always act like this i know you are topper of class but doesn't mean that you have permission to behave like rudely you're so selfish (she rolled her eyes then give yn notebook)

(this conversation made her more hurt and knife stab in her heart )

Yn pov

Well she is right but who is she to talk like this to me so what I'm selfish but they know that there behavior made me this

Yn : so what ( she heartlessly said to her)

Jia : i didn't have much time to talk with you (she sarcasticly talk to her)

Skip

during lunch time

Yn is always eat her lunch alone no one talk to her and no one eat with her in lunch time they always ignore her

Skip

In her house timing 4:00pm

Yn : mom i am back

Yn little brother younju : mom I'm back

Mom : come younju (she smile to her son huge her so and totally ignored her daughter)

Yn: mom I'm also come back (she sad to hoping that she huge her just like her brother)

Mom : come and fresh up and after fresh come to dinner table then take 2 hours rest and after that go to your tuition ok (she smile to her)

Yn :ok (she give fake smile and going to her room)

Yn Pov

You are eat your dinner then you went to your room and set you your alarm clock to 7 :30 because your tuition timing is 8 clock

After your rest

Your alarm is ringing the time that you have to ready for your tuition

Skip the tuition time

She going back to het home from tuition but her home is not havean for her! It's like hell for her
She stop when she see the bridge ..she thinking deep in her thougth

Yn : i think everyone is right.. Yes I'm bad person that's why everyone hate me not only my parents even whole classmates hate me no one want to spend with time with me no one invited me on party or birthday no one eat lunch with me but i have one question god why i am alive why i didn't suicide yet should i give up my live god why everyone use me when new person meet me they become freind with me and they all says i did not leave you trust me but (sadly chukle) at the end they leave me alone now I got trust issues even my childhood memories are not good it's like nightmare well god did someone else love me i guess in my dreams this not even happened in my live..

She see the time in her watch 10:15

Yn : let's go yn your future is bright god is always with you (she motivate herself )

In her house

Yn : I am back mom (she give fake smile)

Her dad and mother seat in the couch they have her result grade in her dad one have wood stick and on another hand her grade

Yn is sacred little bet what's gonna happen next

[ in story yn father and mother called mrs park mr park ]

Yn dad : what is this (mr park glare at her)

Yn is sacred what she said next to his father

Mr park : WORDS YN ‼ (he yell at her)

No answer

He going to slap her but her mother stop him and said

Mrs park : yobo...first let me talk with her (she sofly and caimly said to him )

Mrs park : yn why you scored 94 marks hmm we give you what you want we give you saparet room clean dress, and we admission you in high standards of highschool and admission you the great tuition but what you give to your parents only disappointment (she said in her cailm voice)

Yn: m.. Mom.. A.. And.. D.. Da.. Dad so.. R..r y sorry (she lower her head and bit her lips so she stop her tears)

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