"I..i think your my girlfriend right?" Y/n said that came out more than a question as she stared at Jenna, she couldn't take her eyes off of her still not believing she was real, that she was right in front of her "I'm sorry before we continue...i need to know your name i've been dying to know it, all i know is Jen" She said, Jenna could see the desperation in her eyes to know, it must've been more torture for her than it was for her self "Jenna, Jenna Ortega" she said softly staring at a younger version of her girlfriend "Can i..it's okay if you don't want to but can i hug you?" She asked, Y/n processed the question as she shakily opened her arms nodding, Jenna felt relief wash over her body as she quickly hugged her, her face in the crook of her neck taking in her scent and her arms finally around her, pulling her tight, Y/n hugged her softly shutting her eyes enjoying the feeling, finally being able to know the person of her so called dreams
"I'm so sorry Y/n..." Jenna said as she cried in Y/n's neck, the girl only hugged her a bit tighter not knowing what to say at the moment, she was sorry..? for what...? she even rubbed her back trying to get her to calm down, mean while Aliyah and Mia behind the door wiping their tears trying to keep quiet "I don't really know...what i'm doing here..but i do know is that the moment i saw you, i knew it was you, but it seems to know that you know what's going on...i have an idea but please enlighten me" Y/n spoke softly as she pulled away from Jenna who nodded rubbing her eyes, Y/n looked around not knowing where to sit really, she took in the room while she was at it, it felt so familiar, so homey even, it didn't feel strange at all, finally after a while, she felt....at home, Jenna noticed this right away, knowing how to read her "You can sit on my bed" She said pulling Y/n to sit right next to her, who silently sat in front of her seeing the poster of her self she smiled softly, looking around for a sharpie she quickly found one "What are you doing?" Jenna asked with a frown, Y/n got close to her poster signing it "I can't leave here without signing this can i? it would be a crime if i did" She said making Jenna giggle knowing Aliyah would love this and that her self when she came back would be happy to see that right there, Y/n sat down in front of her nodding for her to continue
"Well...you see..."
She had told her EVERYTHING, that had happened the night they both got there , Y/n's chest would hurt on certain parts while she heard the girl in front of her speak, she could only nod letting her know she was listening
"Then you wished you'd have never met me" Y/n said finishing for her, Jenna looked down nodding feeling sad and ashamed, tears escaping from her eyes, Y/n noticed this of course as if she was right in front of her, she forgot...you could say that she barely new the girl, she felt an instinct kick in, she quickly scooted right next to her pulling her in for a hug, a sense of familiarity hitting her, she took a deep breath as she shut her eyes trying to control the overwhelming feeling, trying to focus on the girl "Why would you wish that?" Y/n asked as she rubbed her back shutting her eyes "I don't know...i was really..mad i guess i don't know" Y/n nodded, without realizing she was taking in her scent as well "I talked to a medium...she said were soulmates she said i had to find you.." Y/n spoke softly frowning "But...it doesn't sound like you love me...my other me? i don't know but me" Jenna's eyes widen as she hugged her tighter than ever, her chest feeling tight "Please don't say that...i do love you with all of my heart i wish i had an explanation on my actions but i don't" She sobbed holding on for dear life, scared that Y/n would never come back after this, she didn't care if she went back anymore, she just wanted the love of her life with her, Y/n shut her eyes feeling more dizzy, she tried to calm her self down but it was no use right now, she slightly pulled away from Jenna who looked at her concerned, Y/n stood up grabbing her head "What's wrong babe?? " Jenna asked standing up quickly as well
"I...i...you said-
"I want a life with you" Jenna said as she smiled at Y/n " i wanna retire and get old with you and you go with me to when i get one of those famous old people acting ceremonies " Y/n smiled feeling her face get hot "You know what your saying right?" She asked as she bit her lip trying to fight her smile, Jenna's smile only grew wider "Of course i do, i wanna marry you someday"
"Do you?? i just have to know if it's true i've been thinking about it none stop and i just...i have to know Jenna I..i don't really remember you but i know i love you i can feel it so i have to know if you meant it because if you didn't...oh how naive of me...how stupid am i right? "
Y/n said crying as she groaned due to the headache she was having, she faced Jenna with pleading eyes, who was about to give her an answer
"I need to know if you love me....If not i've really been living in a dream i know I was there for you and all I ever wanted was the truth do you know how many nights i wished you would stay? lie awake only hoping your okay " Y/n said as she looked at the ground, feeling her heart break at the thought of this person breaking up with her even tho...they've dated...in another time and space but here? this didn't exist, remembering sleepless nights, It broke Jenna's heart hearing those words, those feelings, Y/n actually never told her how she felt, she just bottled everything up, expect for that night that made Y/n explode and let it all out, kind of...
"I do" Jenna said looking at her softly and feeling shocked she remembered that, Y/n looked at her desperately "I love you and i did mean it , i still do, i want to marry you someday, i think I forgot how to be happy...and paid attention to fake people around me but even tho...i made the wrong decision i knew, i've always known It's you i'll always come back to and what i want, you always...somehow keep me grounded sadly in that process...i hurt you and neglected you because you deserve the whole world, i was selfish i was greedy i was horrible and for that i'm sorry
I love you so much Y/n, you are the love of my life, I did everything to get back to you and i will keep doing it to be by your side and i'd like to thank Aliyah that i know she's listening, i couldn't have done it without her" Jenna said as she stared at Y/n who had her eyes shut, tears running down her cheeks, she caressed her cheek, wiping the tear away, Aliyah behind the door wiggling her eyebrows at Mia nodding
Her hand on Y/n's cheek, she pulled her in slowly making sure she wasn't going to back away
Y/n quickly closed the gap between them pulling her closer
the moment their lips touched, Y/n's eyes rolled to the back of her head, Jenna's as well both of them hitting the floor.
