Ventation&Blunts
See it all started off a year ago
You were supposed to be my baby
Homies and Fam lookin at a nigga like I'm crazy
"Nigga what is you thinking"
"Oh hell naw Navi man what is you drinking"
I was caught between my feelings and all my senses
Usually the type of shit that gets you all in ya DrakEmotions
I was lost and you were givin me hope and
You were new....something fresh
The type of drug to get the pain out of my chest
You were the escape route that needed
You brung a nigga up north when everything was going south
Electric rushes when I put my lips against your mouth
I became addicted
You were something unknown
Different
Took me far away from home
Blinded by a mix of love and pain I just really couldn't see
All I had was memories of my mother abandoning me
Papa struggled to take care of 6 kids on his own
He found a good woman to help repair his broken home
Raheem swore he was the man when got grown
Javier didn't care about a thing but hair
All liddo ole me needed was the beach and a blunt
Vida always had a fashion for passion and callin people cunts
Alli was the quiet one and was Papa's rib
Mateo was the baby who always climbed out of his crib
We were a unit until it became broken Raheem got knocked fighting a lonely war
We thought that was the end unaware of what was in store
Papa's wife left leaving him lonely inside
Just lost his first born son and now he's lost the love of his life
Seeing Papa hurting I knew I had to protect my siblings
Alli cried every night while Mateo looked around with confusion in his eyes
Ran into you at the beach at the time you seemed like a prize
Something worth winning something worth holding on to
We sit on the beach and just talk for hours
Swim in the ocean and rush home for showers
You were my drug a 12 step program couldn't save me
You were the only thing stable something I could rely on
Lay down the blanket on the sand and fuck for hours
By the time we finished the stars were shining at their brightest
But all good things come to an end
I fell in love with someone who never had the intentions of staying
Just like all drugs they eventually fade away
I learned to never depend on love to ever stay
Now all I ever do is sit at the beach and smoke weed
Still the same hippie that I used to be
Wild Hair & Freckles
But I'm just venting imma go finish this blunt and watch the sun go down
No love lost but over here there's no love found
