Her Answer Hurt Me In So Many Ways

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I know I like her I just don't know how to admit it. I know she wont feel the same, I mean she literally has a boyfriend. I hate him, no no I hate how I have feeling for her and she doesn't even realise. I'm so dumb to fall for her. Whatever ill get over it soon enough.

"what ya thinking about" she asks while we stand at the railing of the balcony

"you" Its like the words slip out of my mouth before I could catch them

"what? why?" she asks she obviously doesn't like me back

(y'all off topic but the kid in front of me is rocking his desk and hitting me)

"never mind" I have to overcome my feeling its gonna be hard but ill get over her

"No! Tell me why!" she yells at me

"its nothing, Enid" I lie its obvious too

"your lying, you never lie. tell me the truth Wednesday" damn it

"No! You'll be mad" my hands are trembling. this sucks

"Do you like me?" she asks

"No! I mean yes? but not if you don't like me then I'll respect that" I say quickly

"I'm leaving" I feel my heart shatter. I knew this would happen.

"I told you, Enid" I say as she walks out of the dorm

I feel my heart shatter. In seconds my chest tightens and my breathe quickens. Stop! I want it to stop! Its like it will never end. I grip on the the railing and gag from the pressure on my chest. I throw up on the floor of the balcony. I want to die. I need to die. its the only option i have other to live with the guilt and sorrow. I lean over the railing and look down. This is how it ends. I was so focused I didn't even hear the door open. I throw myself over the railing and everything goes dark. I hear comotion around me. I wake up on the floor of the balcony. Theirs people around me and a defeb. Then I hear a voice. Its familier. Yoko? 

"No, no no she wouldn't do this" Yoko said

"Whens she going to wake up?" I hear Divina say

"We don't know" a person says

"This is all Enid's fault. She should have stayed" Yoko says firmly

"Guys?" I ask before loosing conciousness again

I wake up on the floor...again. my back hurts and my head aches. My back feels like I'm laying on a bed of nails and someone's jumping on me with their own two feet. My head hurts like someone just shoved me off a cliff and I fell on my head and then someone ran it over repeatedly

I try to sit up and scream in agony

"Woah, take it easy alright?" Yoko says

I try again and scream louder in pain

"Wednesday! Stop!" She yells at me

"No!" I try again and again and each time my voice gets louder and the pain increases 

"Sit down!" She says lowering me down on the bed slowly

"Stop touching me!" I yell at her

"You need help!" She yells back

"No I don't!" I scream before getting up and ignoring the pain it causes me and run out of the dorm

"Come back!" She yells. I then fall to the ground in the middle of the hallway. I yell in pain. I lay down on my back until Yoko comes back to get me

"Your so dumb" she says lifting me up

"Shut up" I snap back trying to wiggle out of her arms

"Stop running!" She yells holding me tighter

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