CHAPTER 3

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In that electric moment, the air around us seemed to crackle with anticipation, like the prelude to a thunderstorm on a sweltering summer's day. His cologne, a blend of warm spices and subtle undertones of leather, enveloped me, drawing me in like a moth to a flame. It was an intoxicating scent, one that had me spellbound.

In that special moment, when we kissed, time seemed to slow down. It was like a beautiful melody where each heartbeat felt so strong that it made minutes and hours seem unimportant. Every breath we took felt like a promise of forever. When I looked into his eyes, it felt like the whole universe was right there, full of endless opportunities giving us this brief but incredibly meaningful moment.

The world around us, the bustling room filled with animated chatter and the pulsating rhythm of the music, all faded into a distant murmur.

But then, like a bucket of ice water thrown over my head, I snapped back to reality. With a sudden surge of awareness, I reluctantly opened my eyes, fully aware that I had indulged in my fantasy a bit too conspicuously. The room had fallen silent, every pair of eyes trained on me, and it felt as though time had resumed its normal pace with a vengeance.

I could see the mix of curiosity and apprehension on the faces around me. My colleagues leaned in, their ears slightly cocked to catch any explanation I might offer for my dreamy intrusion into their reality. I felt my cheeks flush with embarrassment, and I stammered to find words to explain myself.

And then there was Laura, my ever-curious Chinese workmate. She had always been a bit of a detective, and this time was no different. She made an attempt to peer at my diary, her curiosity piqued by the sudden drama. But, to her chagrin, she couldn't decipher my thoughts from the cryptic jottings in my diary. A sly smile played on her lips as she clicked her tongue and sauntered away, leaving me both flustered and relieved.

There was an amidst strange blend of tension and intrigue in the room, I couldn't help but wonder if my momentary lapse into fantasy.

It's Monday, the day that seems like a rogue entry in the calendar, shrouded in unpredictability and casting a shadow of bad vibes. I reluctantly emerge from my cozy bed, feeling like a convalescent in need of extra sleep. My sanctuary, painted in the soothing hues of my beloved pink, wraps me in a comforting embrace. Adorning these rosy walls are my meticulously organized collection of work and investigations.

For years, I've been an ardent follower of Alejandro, delving into the intricate tapestry of his life. I've pieced together his evolving hobbies, savored the knowledge of his favorite culinary delights, and unraveled the intricate threads of his daily existence. However, it's his intricate web of relationships that truly captivates me. The bewilderment of watching him navigate through a succession of romantic connections, akin to a skilled player, never ceases to amaze me. Yet, I remain cautiously intrigued, hesitant to unfurl the red flag just yet.

From the very inception of my diary, it was intended to be a mere repository for my articles, a canvas upon which my thoughts would be painted with words. Little did I know that it would evolve into something far more profound – a personal refuge, my unwavering emotional companion.

As the morning sun gently filtered through my curtains, casting a warm glow upon my room, I found myself instinctively drawn to the photograph of Alejandro on my bedside table. With a tender touch, I traced my fingers across his smiling face, a ritual that had become an unspoken connection between us.

With a sense of purpose, I made my way to the small wooden table near the window, where my laptop sat waiting for me. It wasn't just any ordinary morning routine; it was a ritual of inspiration. I selected one of Alejandro's soulful songs, and as the melody filled the room, I surrendered to its enchanting rhythm.

His voice, resonating through the speakers, had a peculiar way of stirring my emotions. It was a delightful chaos, a symphony of conflicting feelings that left me in a beautiful state of perplexity. As the bass notes reverberated in the air, I allowed the music to take control, letting it breathe life into my thoughts and setting the tone for the day ahead.

The allure of Alejandro's music, however, couldn't fill the void in my kitchen. As I stood before the open fridge, a stark reality hit me – it was as bare as my soul had been feeling lately. My groceries had dwindled to nothing, a casualty of delayed paychecks and life's relentless demands.

With a sigh, I reached for the last refuge of sustenance on the kitchen shelf – a box of cornflakes. I mixed it with water, a makeshift meal that mirrored the temporary nature of my situation. But as I took each bite, I couldn't help but marvel at the strange beauty of life's unpredictability, finding solace in the simplicity of the moment, and knowing that even in the midst of scarcity, there was still music, emotion, and the promise of brighter days ahead.

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