September 7th, 2023
You know what I realized this morning, I feel like I've said it before but I haven't emphasized it enough, I hate my mother. Like I realized that it's not just hate like I want to make her feel pain and cry blood tears I want to be the one to kill her. And frankly I've been living like this for a while I don't know how long until I make the first murder attempt.
Anyways update
I finished school secondary school and I told everyone I'm doing a levels which was a lie, I'm becoming a pretty good liar🤔 damn, anyways I'm actually leaving the country in January and it's currently September
I've been at home since August and I already can't take it anymore, i feel like I'm always thinking about death if not my own other people, mostly other people especially the ones in my house.
At first I was like oh I don't want her to die because who will travel with me, she was supposed to travel with me, but now I might travel alone so there's no need for her to remain alive. It makes my skin crawl if she even touches my shoulder and I swear it's God that's just holding me now but to be honest I don't know how much longer he can hold me before I get mad🙂.
I'm not done like don't even get me started on my grandmother
Byeeeee 😋 ~𝒥𝒶𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ❦︎
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