No one can break us apart (BTS Jungkook)

Chapter 49: Should I keep trying? Or it's better to give up? I think...

Your Pov

After having fun in the amusement park with Hanna and Jina, I went home and go to my room. As I was sitting on my bed, I can't help but to think about Jungkook. I wonder how long should I wait for him to remember me. If he didn't remember me, would he still feel the same for me? I wish he will if he didn't remember me. It's so sad to think that he forgot about you, not only that but he acts so cold, he didn't even gave me a smile or say hi or hello.

I think he still trying to remember me but he can't. I need to wait, I'll wait for him. But the most I don't want to think about is I'm still waiting for him to remember me and I keep on doing my best just for him to remember me, but he love someone. And that promised that he said to me.. he also said it to a new girl that he love. I don't want that to happen. I just forget about my negative thoughts and take a shower and brush my teeth and sleep.

When I wake up, I wash my face and cook and eat my breakfast. Since I'm bored I send Hanna, Jina and all of BTS a message. I just want to talk to them for a while, I understand if they replied late, I know that they're busy. Then Hanna and Jina already replied. We talk for a while. After talking to them I watch a movie. Then I checked my phone if there's a message. It has 6 messages. All of BTS member reply, except him. (Jungkook) I felt sad, I miss the time when I send them a message, he's the first one to reply, but now, he didn't even talk to me.

I also ask them "How's the concert" And they said "it's tiring but it's fun" I can't help but to smile, I wish I was there. But every time I saw Jungkook and he didn't even noticed me, it hurts. I also ask them how's Jungkook, and they said "he's okay now, he's playing a game on his phone."

Wait, playing a game on his phone? I wonder if he read my message, but I think he read it but he didn't reply. I felt so sad.

As the days, weeks and months passed, I'm always sending text to them even to Jungkook, visit their dorm and bring some foods for them, Jungkook always ignoring me. When I send him a message, he didn't reply, if I talk to him in person, he'll reply but I'm always the one who thinks about our topic, he didn't even talk first. It's so hard, how long should I wait? Would he still remember me?

I don't know what are we now, but one thing I knew "He only sees me as a fan, or a friend of his hyungs" Sometimes, before I sleep, I can't help but to cry, that promises, that plan, that kiss and hug that we used to share, now it's gone in just one day. I wish I can bring back time.

As I'm walking to the beach, I look around and sat in the sand, then I saw a familiar figure, he's with a girl. Who's that boy? and Who's that girl? Then I heard the girl said "Jagi, let's go there, let's play on the beach. Then he said "Sure jagi, anything for you"

Then I'm so shocked, that voice, that sweet voice, don't tell me that it's him. Then I secretly watch them to see if it's really him. Maybe I'm wrong, I just wish that it's not him.

Luckily I have a shades so that I'm not obvious that I'm watching them. Then it started to rain, I need to wait for the rain to stop because I don't have an umbrella.

Then they go to where I am. I didn't notice that I go to there cottage. Then I look at the boy, that looks familiar.

And I felt so broken, and I don't know what to do. I'm right, that boy is no other than Jungkook. And he's with a girl, and he said "jagi." So he found someone now?

Should I keep trying? Or it's better to give up? If I keep on trying, will I win his heart? But I guess no, he love someone now.

Then I saw him kiss the girl on the cheek. And I look away, and tried my best not to cry, I lost him. I quickly run home, I don't care about the heavy rain, to be honest I like it, so that no one will noticed that I cried. That girl should be me. I can't stand looking at them, he used to do it to me before, but now I he also doing it to another girl, but I can't blame him, she looks so much better than me. I just can't stand it looking at him with his NEW love. And it means that we're officially OVER now?

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A/N: So guys how was it? I hope you like it. And by the way, next week is the start of my school, I think I can only update once a week. Sorry for that.