how do you miss someone that was never "yours"? how do i tell people and make them understand that even though you were never "mine" and i was never "yours", i still think about you daily?
maybe it's the hope that i had finally found someone worthy of my time.
or...
the moments i spent daydreaming of you as i drove home only to arrive at my destination not remembering how i got there.
"what if?" seems to be the recurring question in my everyday life.
"what if i had accepted that other job offer?"
"what if i dye my hair pink?"
"what if i change my diet and start yoga?"
"what if i didn't deem myself worthy enough to walk away from you?"
i wanted you more than you knew. i then proceeded to miss you more than you can imagine. i'll always wish i could have been "yours."
but, i'd rather be mine.
mel <3
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