𝘓𝘈𝘛𝘊𝘏; 𝘒𝘐𝘔 𝘎𝘠𝘜𝘝𝘐𝘕 [currently editing]

✧ TWENTY SIX ✧

IMESSAGE: GYUVIN

MINA
can we talk?

GYUVIN
mina

GYUVIN
i've been waiting for you to want to talk

MINA
i know you probably hate me

MINA
i fucked up

GYUVIN
i could never hate you even if i tried

GYUVIN
i guess i must have misread the situation between us so i'm sorry

GYUVIN
you're not obliged to return my feelings and it doesn't make you a bad person if you don't

MINA
but the thing is you didn't

MINA
my life is just terribly complicated and i hate it

GYUVIN
so you do like me?

MINA
i thought that was pretty obvious gyu

GYUVIN
you don't know how happy this has made me feel

GYUVIN
after that day i thought it was all one sided

MINA
you deserve better gyuvin

MINA
someone who doesn't have all these problems

GYUVIN
but i don't want all of that

GYUVIN
i want you and i don't care what it takes

GYUVIN
i hate that you bottle things up because i want to be there for you but i can't do that if you don't let me

MINA
gyuvin

MINA
i don't want you to get hurt

GYUVIN
if you want me to be honest

GYUVIN
losing you will hurt me way more than anything else

GYUVIN
please just talk to me

MINA
it's my stupid ex. he was the worst person ever and ran my confidence all the way to the fucking ground

MINA
he's been messaging me ever since i got to korea and constantly putting it into my head that no one will love me or that maybe you would change your mind about me one day

MINA
at first i told him to fuck off but after a while i realised it's true. you're surrounded by so many pretty girls who are probably way smarter and way nicer than me

MINA
if anything i wouldn't be mad at you for choosing them, i don't deserve that and i think i need to get over you and move on

GYUVIN
mina with all due respect that is the dumbest thing i've ever heard

GYUVIN
it's you and it's always been you

GYUVIN
your ex is the shittiest person i've ever heard of btw

MINA
oh i know